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I was playing with my paints, brushing my hands red when it struck me to paint something despite I added glue to the paint and painted my hands, I painted with all the remaining glue added paint. I painted. I felt only this while painting, "My heart been torn to pieces and it bleeds through the thorns that have grown in the edges of the torn pieces and even so it burns in agony".I only realised that was the concept I kept in mind while doing this art, so I made it be the concept. I made this art when I was 12 years,5 months, a few days old. Almost hitting 13, my birthday is on World toilet day's and Men international day's, it also the birthday on India first female prime minister, Indira Gandhi and U.S.A 20 the prime minister, James A.Garfield birthday and it also Puerto Rico flag discovery day.
Forgive me, if I had gotten the names or titles wrong but still it on my birthday, the day I came into this melodramatic world and I have every right in this universe to brag about my birthday.
Life too boring to keep it one colour, so I coloured it out of frustration, betrayal, hate, revenge, void of emptiness, despair, desire, lust, alcohol, love, happiness, depression and lost my mental sanity...
Life too big to live it with the sanity of the mind...
It alright to go senile but in a good way...
Don't go massacre a galaxy because you feeling "unexplained agony".You came into this world alone wanting to be loved but you see the cruelty of the dark cold reality and someone offers the warmness of fantasy but yet they fall out on you. It an "unexplained agony".
I wrote this after the epilogue was come out and after reading it...⬇
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I felt an "unexplained agony" and I wanted to massacre a galaxy. I came upon, "Code X777" quotes on YouTube and it led me to Wattpad and I read the story. It took me three nights to finished it and one the third night, I was was happy.
It was the coldest night of life and I cried myself to sleep yet I felted at ease.
I felt at ease despite it was my coldest night...
I wrote this while crying...⬇
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"CITY Heart", made me love my life even I was afraid of death. I cried myself to sleep. I felt serendipity despite crying silently not leaving a sound. I was afraid of death and I wanted to run away from life. I didn't want to live my life because I feared death till I became suicidal. I just wanted to run, I could not live myself, I was afraid and left broken, reality mess a lot in the coldest nights and dark days." CITY heart" thought me to love myself. I came upon "CITY Heart" just the same time I came upon "Code X777" on YouTube.
I read her books, it made me cry but I felt at ease and serendipity. It thought me to love life despite I was afraid of death.
After one year...
I am writing this after almost a year.
Well, I am an emotional mess I tend to get all emotional, therefore I wrote the whole above thing while having my life crisis.
