Sightless Love (gxg) {intersex}

CHAPTER 1

Alex

Every morning I wake up with her still on my mind, it's been three years since I saw her, since I saw anything at all. The martins have decided to reside in a different country since Kali had a lot of business partners so she had to make sure her business is going great.

My mother has been keeping me updated even though I keep telling her I don't want to know, I don't need anything. I'm fine, I was capable, just because I was blind doesn't mean I'm helpless.

She has asked me if I wanted her to contact Nadine and ask The Martins to come back here sometimes and I forbid her from doing so, I even threatened to never talk to her again.

I never want her to see me like this, I know Nadine more than myself. She'll think all of this is because of her, specially if she knew we were mates. I don't want her to feel bad for me, I also don't know how I'd react specially that I wouldn't know what she looks like right now.

I sighed trying to stop the thoughts from filling up my brain anymore, I had a fight today and a meeting with the alpha. First thing I did was take a quick shower before wearing the clothes that I had set on the chair, how did I know what color was each? Well when I touch the soft fabric somehow the color just appears in my head.

I also hated how everyone noticed my white eyes so I got used to wearing sunglasses or a blindfold. Since today there's a fight I decided on wearing the black blindfold instead.

I had a red shirt and black pants on with some random shoes, my hair was still the same length. I get my mother or the Luna to cut it for me whenever it feels like it's too long.

"Morning Alex" I heard someone say as I walked through the long hallway from my room to the elevator, I walked inside pressing the last floor button, at first it was hard to figure out which floor I was on, I used to feel the buttons until I reached the correct floor, but now I just memorized where it was.

I left the elevator hearing a few "good mornings" from pack members, until I reached the kitchen. I could hear six heart beats and scents. The alpha of course, his Luna, my mother's and three other pack members.

"What are you doing here mom?" I asked taking a seat on the table, I heard them push a plate towards me and I started having breakfast.

"What I'm not allowed to check on my baby?" She said with fake hurt, I rolled my eyes under the blindfold knowing she can't see it but of course she sensed it because she gently hit my shoulder.

"Alex are you ready for you fight today?" I heard alpha Torres ask, I nodded knowing he saw me and took a bite of my bacon.

"Who am I fighting today?" I asked, since I started training I realized that I was actually better at everything while blind. I focused more on my target as well as multiple things at the same time.

"Jeffrey, my beta's son. He asked for a fight" Torres said sounding annoyed, how can he not be annoyed. I've fought every single wolf in this pack and won, and I'm blind. As for Jeffrey he always avoided fighting me saying he felt sorry for me and that when he wins so easily he'd feel bad because I was blind. Which only made him look like a pussy.

"As for today's meeting, it'll be right after the fight. I have important news for you" he said, I heard him stand up which meant he was done and it was time to go to the training field to fight Jeffrey. I sighed and got up following after him.

When I walked outside I could hear talking and it was annoying me, having sensitive hearing had its downsides. Footsteps were making their way towards us, they were two people and with the sound of how loud they stepped I'm assuming both adult males.

"Jeffrey, how are you feeling this morning?" Torres asked, I could feel eyes on me and a hand touched my back. My mother was gently rubbing my back, I fixed my poster and folded my arms in front of me.

"Good alpha, I'm ready. Is she though?" He whispered the last part, how dumb can he be? Even if I was a normal wolf I'd be able to hear that, I'm sure my human mother has heard it.

"See for yourself once you fight her" Torres said smugly knowing very well I was going to shit on this kid, I remember him and what he looked like. He used to go to class with me, he has brown skin and black hair. He had a moustache back then as for now I have no idea.

"Alex" Torres called for me, I stepped forward and unfolded my arms and extended it to shake Jeffrey's I knew he was still standing there because I could smell his unwashed breath. He shook my hand and squeezed it tight in a way to intimidate me but oh well, nothing does.

"Don't kill him" Torres mind linked me then proceeded to pat my back, I walked further until I reached what I think was the middle of the field.

"No killing, the first to submit loses" Torres informed the rules that I know too well, I could hear Jeffrey's loud footsteps. He was circling me like I was some type of weak prey.

"Let's get this over with" I heard him mumble under his breath making me smirk, he launched himself at me and I quickly dodged him before he could get any close. I heard him grunt in annoyance and try to attack me again, his fist was making its way towards my face so I grabbed his wrist and flipped him on his back.

In all these fights, I've never shifted. I didn't have to shift to win, my human form was much stronger than anyone's. My wolf wasn't blind which gave me hope to regain my sight again, I just didn't know how.

Under my blindfold and inside my brain I could see what was happening, how he was moving, the way he swings his arms and legs, the thing is I saw them as shadows.

He shifted to his wolf and tackled me on the ground using my daydreaming to his advantage, I grabbed him and flipped him above me like he was a leaf. How pathetic, I jumped on his back and kept my headlock around his neck while he struggled against my grip, when I felt him shift back to his human form I knew he submitted.

This was the easiest fight I've ever had, his sister was much harder to fight. I let go and stood up dusting my pants, everyone was clapping and cheering like I've done something.

"Good fight" I said giving him my hand but he slapped it away and stood up bumping my shoulder as he left the place. I felt a hand on shoulder and I knew it was Torres.

"Today, as your alpha and leader, I inform you that I'll be giving my position to someone stronger and much more capable than my old ass" he laughed along with other pack members, I strated to move uncomfortably from leg to leg. I had a feeling where he was going with this and I hated the attention.

"As we all know Alex has been nothing but a good pack member, the strongest and smartest and there isn't anyone better in this pack to take my position but her" everyone cheered loudly but somewhere between the crowd someone seemed unhappy with this decision, I could feel anger radiating from them.

"As we all know, you all fought her and lost so there is no need to challenge her again. As from today, I present to you our leader and alpha. Alex!" He let go of my shoulder and walked in front of me, I heard him shift around and a sharp object was being passed to him. Ah yes, the ritual. He had to cut his palm then mine and we had to shake them so he could officially pass his title to me.

The smell of his blood mixing with mine as I shook his hand was stronger than I thought. Everyone's link was now open inside my head and I stopped it quickly before they gave me headache.

I never thought I'd be someone of status, specially that I spent my whole life as a lone wolf, but now I'll make sure everyone is safe and protected. I'll put my pack, their needs and safety before anything....

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How do you think they're going to meet? Alex and Nadine.

-S