MY ALPHA, MY OLIVIA

CHAPTER 25- I'M YOURS

Olivia's pov

"Olivia, we should talk." Sarah says decided to end the long awkward silence between us. I was expecting of this talk when she suddenly dragged me out of the class.

"About what?" I asked playing dump even though i know what she meant.

"About us!. I don't know what happened but i know there is something wrong. Why are you always ignoring me?" Sarah asked desperate. What she said was true, i was ignoring her in the past week just because i don't want to piss Catherine off. My wolf was extremely possessive over Derek.

'Don't blame everything on me, Olivia. You are also mad at that time.' Catherine says pissed, through our mind link. It was rare Catherine to say something, only when she is either mad or guilty.

I couldn't deny completely her. She was partially correct, i was mad too. But note the key word partially.

"Please say something Olivia. Did i do anything wrong?. I am your gamma and one of your best friend, so please tell me what have i done to make you to ignore me more than two weeks?." Sarah says with her voice full of sadness bring me out of my internal conflict.

"You did nothing wrong, Sarah." I said feeling guilty. Either way it is not her fault if derek likes her. She didn't do anything wrong. I was being jealous that he didn't liked me but Sarah. Stupid jealously.

"Really?" She asks sarcastically looking dejected shaking her head. I know she felt devastated in these past few weeks. I noticed the look on her eyes when i talked to Aaron and Jayden but not to her. Moreover she was my gamma and my left hand. I could see the hurt in her eyes.

"Sarah, It just i was so busy with the investigation of rougue attack and everything. I was devastated and tired. I know it's not a good reason but believe me i am sorry if i made you feel alone and hurt. I am extremely sorry for whatever i have done just for these stupid reasons." I said genuinely taking her both hand and squeezing it a little, looking straight at her eyes. I was genuinely sorry for that i loose control and mad cause of my stupid jealousy.

"Don't ask sorry, you stupid!. you are our Alpha, Alpha's won't ask sorry to anyone. " She says smiling punching my biseps before hugging me. But i could see a small tear drop in her eyes. I hugged her back tightly ,i too missed my best friend.

"But i was your best friend before i become an Alpha. So it's not a problem. Moreover you know, i am not a normal Alpha but a rebellious one among them." I says backing away with a smirk.

"The rebellious Alpha Olivia jane Alexander, huh?" Sarah asks laughing at me. Sarah was my gamma, she won't betray me. I felt pathetic to jealous of her, she was a person who is even ready to die for me without any second thought. How stupid of me sometimes.

"I thought i have done something wrong and you don't want me as your gamma anymore." She mumbled looking down.

"Sarah, i choose you as my gamma because you have the power and capability to take that responsibility, not because you are my best friend. So don't doubt yourself again. If i will ever become a head Alpha, you will be the one who is going to be my gamma and no one else. You got it!" I said firmly squeezing her shoulder.

"Okay, Alpha Olivia." Sarah said after a while laughing teasing me. I didn't liked when my friends called me Alpha before i become the head Alpha but who listens. Anyway i am glad because i could make her smile like that.

"Hey look, that is Derek , right?" Sarah said pointing behind my back. I looked over to see Derek was walking along with Blake. Derek was in his dark rinse jeans and a brown tee-shirt. He nevertheless looked hot.