MY ALPHA, MY OLIVIA

CHAPTER 32- TRUTH

Olivia's pov

"W-what are you?. You are not a human!" Derek said in his trembling voice terrified of what he just witnessed infront of his eyes.

"Derek i -" i said taking a step closer to wanting to calm him somehow.

"DON'T!. Don't come any closer." He spat makes me to stop abruptly on my track with a stink of pain in my heart. 

"Y-You are a beast!" He mumbled coherently making me gasp. His voice felt cold and distant. It wasn't how i wanted him to know the real me.

"T-that animals before, they are the same as you, right?. But you killed them, You fucking killed them!!.You are not my Oliva, my Olivia can't be a brutal like you. She is very innocent and she can't harm anyone, i know her. I can't believe this is true. I must be hallucinating, it can't be real!!" Derek said panicking holding his head with both of his hand.

"D-Derek, please calm down and listen to me." I says kneeling to his height but leaving a fair distance between us knowing he is afraid of me.

"You think i can calm down in this situation? Even after knowing you are not human!!.The fuck!. I can't believe what i just witnessed  just now." He shouted breathing heavily shaking his head dejected. I opened my mouth to say something but words wasn't comming out. I knew i was fucked up really bad.

"What are you?. Tell me Olivia, who the fuck are you?" He shouted gritting his teeth in anger venomously.

"I-I am a werewolf, i am half human and half wolf." I said looking right at his eyes. He gulped hard to believe of what i said. He looked at me shocked but after a mere second it was replaced by something else, something more similar to betrayal.

"Werewolf?"

I nodded my head even though he wasn't sparing me a glance. His eyes was casted on ground and he was in his own thoughts.

"Who else know you are a werewolf ?. Does Lucas know about this? Does he know, you are a werewolf?" Derek ask giving me a cold face.

"He is a werewolf himself, most of us is" I said slowly knowing it would be a complete shock to him.

"W-what do you mean by 'most of us'?Does everyone i know, is a werewolfs too? What about Aaron and Sarah? They are not, right?" He asks stuttered giving me anxious eyes but droped his  jaw when i nodded my head agreeing.

"Yes, they are werewolfs too , just like me." I felt pathetic when he looked at me broken and betrayed. I saw every bit of emotions washed away from his face left only hurt. His eyes always shined with brightness was now looking at me colourless. I knew i hurted him and broke him.

"Why didn't you told me this before? Why did you hide it from me?. You don't t-trust me ,right?" He asked  calmly but his  voice was trembling. My wolf Catherine whimpered  seeing our mate in pain. She growled at me to do something not wanting to see him like this.

"No, its not like what you think. I tru-" i starts to explain knowing he was taking the  whole thing wrong but only to get cut off by him.

"Then what else is this , if you are not t-trusting me? You were playing with me the entire time?. Deceiving me  acting whole these times?. Tell me something that can be a little bit believable, Olivia." He scoff  standing up abruptly.

"Derek, please listen.. you are taking me wrong. I can explain." I said standing up trying to hold his hand but  he shoved me yanking my hand away forcefully.

" EXPLAIN WHAT ?, How you deceived me the entire time?. How you don't trust me? How you don't even see me as a real friend?. The whole time i was the only one who was dump and didn't know the truth. Did you have fun watching me acting all fool infront of everyone?" He shouted but controlled himself taking heavy breaths.