not good enough

chapter 6

Derek's pov:
I furrow my brows as I hear a knocking on the front door. I walk over. "Derek.. derek.. derrrrreeekkkk" I hear meredith mumble through the door.

I chuckle, opening it. She stumbles froward. She gasps, her eyes lighting up as she sees me. "Derek!" She exclaims happily, hugging me tight.

"Why weren't you opening the door?" She mumbles drunkenly. "Because you were tapping on it.. I could hardly hear the knocking" I chuckle.

She hugs me tighter. I smile, pulling her into my arms. She pulls her face out of my shoulder. She pushes our lips together.

"Meredith" I pull away. "Oh!" I groan as she pukes on me. She puts her hand on her lips, stumbling back.

"For fucks sake!" I pull off my shirt. "I'm sorry" she says. I look at her. "Stupid stupid" she hits her forehead lightly.

"I'm sorry" she says. I sigh. "Its okay, come here" I toss the shirt aside. I gently pull her into my arms.

She holds onto me as she almost falls. I pick her up bridal style and carry her upstairs to my room.

I lay her onto my bed. I kiss her head. "I'm going to have a shower to get your vomit off of me.. sleep here tonight" I say. She closes her eyes.

I walk into the bathroom and get into the shower to wipe myself clean and get rid of the smell.

I gasp quietly as the shower curtain opens. "Meredith!" I say as she gets into the shower with me. "Hi handsome" she bites her lip.

"Fuck" I whisper, trying my hardest not to stare at her naked, perfect, wet body.

She kisses me. "Meredith! For gods sake" I carefully pick her up, carrying her out of the shower. I wrap a towel around her and one around myself.

"What are you doing?" I put my hands on her waist. She giggles. "Go to bed!" I yell. She giggles, pulling off her towel. I look away as she walks naked into my room.

I punch the wall, resting my head against it. I put my pyjamas on and help her get changed into one of my shirts and a pair of my new underwear that I just bought.

"Why don't you wanna have sex with me?" She asks tearfully as I tuck her into bed. I smile, looking into her eyes. "You're drunk, mer" I say.

"Do you think I'm ugly?" She asks. "I think you're perfect baby" I whisper, stroking her hair back gently. She rolls her eyes.

"Why were you drinking tonight anyway?" I ask. "Me and cristina went party" she mumbles. She yawns.

"Where's your mommy?" She mumbles. I chuckle. "I'm home alone.. they're all staying at my Grandma's house today" I say.

"Will you sleep with me please handsome?" She smiles, looking into my eyes. I chuckle softly. "No" I say.

I walk away. "Please.. I'm scared" she says. I turn around. I look into her teary eyes. I sigh.

I climb into bed with her. She cuddles into me immediately. I hug her tight. "Goodnight mer" I whisper. "Night der" she mumbles, closing her eyes. I turn off the light.

I push my face into her neck, closing my eyes. We both soon drift off to sleep.