not good enough

chapter 19

Derek's pov:
I laugh at something mark says whilst closing my locker. I turn around to walk away when meredith walks over and hugs me tight.

"Mer, what's wrong?" I ask, hugging her back as she cries into my chest. Everytime I see this girl, she's crying her eyes out.

"You're okay baby, breathe" I whisper, putting my hands on her cheeks. She looks into my eyes, taking deep breaths. "You're doing so good, keep taking big deep breaths" I whisper. She does.

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"She's just so mean to me" she sobs into my chest. "Your mom is an asshole sometimes" I roll my eyes. We're sat on the bleachers before my game, cuddling.

"Are you okay?" I ask. She nods. "I wanna watch you play" she smiles. "You sure?" I ask. She nods. I stand up.

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"Are you okay?" I look at her as I thrust in and out of her at a steady pace. "Yes... yes.. yes!" Her moans get louder. Its okay, were behind the school in an alleyway, not at my house. She can be as loud as she wants.

"Do you feel good, mer?" I kiss her neck. She bites her lip, crying out quietly in pleasure. Her eyes roll back. I smile wider.

She was actually the one who initiated sex this time. It made me really happy to know she wanted to more than me for once.

I mentally scorn myself for zoning out whilst I'm inside my incredibly hot girlfriend, as soon as I realise she's about to finish.

Her whole face changes and she let's out a loud moan. I grin, moving slightly faster. Her body collapses against mine as she cums. She whines into my skin.

"You did so good baby.. you're amazing" I stroke her thigh. She grabs tighter onto me so she doesn't fall.

"Can I keep going? Yeah?" I whisper, not sure because she still hasn't pulled herself together and I don't want to overwhelm her too much. She nods. I speed up.

I moan into her shoulder as my cum spills into her. My head falls back and my legs almost give in as my orgasm runs through me. She hugs my neck tighter, kissing my cheek.

"I'm really proud of you" she smiles as I put her down. "For what?" I ask. "Winning the game!" She says. "Oh, thank you mer" I smile wider.

"I'm so proud of you.. you didn't cry!" I pick her up and spin her around. She squeals happily.

"You did cum, didn't you?" I ask, a wave of panic rushing through me. She giggles, nodding. I put her down. "I'm just happy" she says. "Why?" I ask. "I liked watching you play" she says. I grin.

We both sort out our clothes. "Mer, I got you something" I grab my bag. I grab my whistle and blow it in her face. She screams. I laugh. She hits me.

"I'm kidding, here" I hand her a necklace. She grins. "Thank you" she hugs me.

She smiles, looking at it. "Its a locket baby, see?" I show her. She opens it. Her face fills with joy as she sees the picture of us both inside. She kisses me.

I chuckle as she pulls away and hands it to me. I help her put it on. "I love it.. I love you!" She squeezes me. "I love you too" I say.

"Meredith" I whisper as I hear a quiet sniffle. "I love you" she says again, crying quietly into my shoulder. It was too good to be true. Oh well.

"You really like it?" I smile. She nods. "I'll wear it forever and ever" she says. I grin. She kisses me.

"Come on, you ready to go home?" I hold her hand. She nods. I take her to my car and drive her home, before going home myself.