not good enough

chapter 21

I'm at school, sat with mark in the cafeteria. Meredith walks over with a huge group of her girl friends following behind her.

"Hi baby" I smile as she moves between my legs and kisses me. I'm sat on the table, so I'm the same height as her.

"Can I ask you something?" She asks. I nod. She unbuttons the first few buttons of her dress and shows me her chest, obviously covering up her boobs as she does.

"Oh, wow.. um" my eyes widen as I see the red rash on her chest. She leans in to me as she does the buttons back up. "That's where you.. finished on me" she whispers in my ear. "Shit" I chuckle.

"I'm so sorry baby" I help her sort out her dress. She sighs. "I don't know why you had to do it there" she rolls her eyes. "Where else was I supposed to do it?" I chuckle, pulling her closer. "In my mouth" she whispers. I smile. She grins.

"I might be allergic to you" she giggles. "I'm sure it'll be fine" I kiss her softly.

"Did you have to bring your whole gang over with you?" I smile at her friends. They all give me dirty looks. She giggles.

"You have to come with us.. we're going to the shop and we need your money" she holds my hands. "Meredith" I sigh, following her.

"I have no money" she says as I wrap my arms around her from behind. We all go to the shop beside school. "I'll buy you all a snack each.. babe, you get whatever you want" I say. She smiles at me.

They all grab their stuff and I pay for it. "25 fucking dollars" I scoff as we leave the shop. "You did it for your amazing girlfriend.. remember that" meredith says. I roll my eyes.

"Thank you derek" izzie says. "Yeah, thanks derek" they all give me hugs. I smile small. Meredith kisses me.

"He's the best, isn't he? I love him and his money" she holds my hand. I glare at her. The girls laugh. "I'm kidding!" She giggles.

"Do you want to hang out with us for the rest of lunch?" She asks. I nod. She smiles, grabbing my hand. She pulls me along to the table.

"Come here" I sit down. She let's me lift her onto my lap. She hugs my neck. I undo a couple of her buttons to look at the rash again.

She looks into my eyes. "I'll get you some cream for it" I say. "Okay" she says.

She shifts uncomfortably. "You okay?" I ask. She nods. She tries to make herself comfortable on my lap. "You good?" I chuckle. She giggles, hugging my neck. She nods.

The girls are having their own conversations whilst me and meredith talk. "Meredith.. would you rather sleep with mark or Jackson?" One of her friends ask.

"I'd rather sleep with derek" she grins at me. "That's not an option" Cristina chuckles. "Mark.. have you seen his abs?" she says. I push her off of my lap. She giggles, stumbling forwards.

"What about you, baby?" I grin at him. "Mark.. he's hot" I say. They all laugh. I smile.

"What about between.. izzie or Cristina?" She asks. "Izzie" I say. "You answered that so fast!" She hits me. Izzie laughs.

"I like blondes.. and cristinas scary" I say. She giggles, rolling her eyes. "Plus she has a great ass" I smirk at her. Izzie steps forwards and hits me. I laugh. Izzie giggles.

Meredith sits next to me and pushes her face into my arm. "Oh, come here.. I'm kidding" I chuckle, hugging her tightly.

"I just said it because of what you said about mark" I say. She ignores me. I tickle her belly and playfully kisses her cheek and neck. She giggles.

"You're an asshole" she hugs me. "You love me.. and you were talking about how perfect izzies boobs were the other day, so you can't talk" I say. "Derek!" She laughs. Izzie grins at her.

"Izzies my wife" she hugs her neck. Izzie wraps her arms around her waist. They both smile at me.

"You're mine" I pull her back. She giggles. Her smile fades slowly when Joshua walks over and kisses one of her friends. "You okay?" I look into her eyes. She nods.

"They started dating two weeks ago" she whispers. "Is he being alright with you?" I ask. She nods.

"Can I kiss you? I want him to know we're together" she whispers. "You never ever have to ask to kiss me" I smile, pulling her closer. She kisses my lips.

I put my hands on her cheeks, deepening the kiss. She moans quietly. I smile, pulling away slowly. She gently grabs my arms and kisses me again, pulling my hands away from her face and entwining our fingers.

She pulls away and hops down from the table. "Come on" she grabs my hand and pulls me along. "Where are we going, babe?" I ask as she pulls me down the halls of the school.

She pulls me into a closet and pushes me against the wall. She kisses me passionately. I grab her hips, taking control and spinning us around. I push her up against the wall. She let's me fuck her.. in a closet.. in school.