"How are you mad at me right now? You wanted me to take advantage of you when you're drunk and vulnerable?" I say, following her as she storms downstairs.
"Yes! Obviously yes! Otherwise I wouldn't have come here" she says. "You're a fucking bitch" I say.
"What?" She turns around. "You heard me.. you're a rude, selfish, inconsiderate asshole" I say.
"How am I an asshole!? I literally offered my virginity to you! That's all you've wanted since forever" she says. "No, It isn't" I say.
She rolls her eyes, chuckling. "I want to love you.. and be with you" I put my hands on her cheeks. She sighs. "I don't want a pity fuck when you're drunk" I say.
"It wasn't a pity fuck.. I was just horny and thought you were an easy fuck" she pulls my hands away. "Meredith" I say shocked and hurt. "But apparently you don't have the balls" she slams the door behind her as she leaves.
Merediths pov:
The next day I walk into school feeling so guilty about yesterday. I don't even know why I said it. I was just embarrassed and took it out on him. I Need to apologise.I see Mark. "Hey, you seen derek anywhere?" I ask. "Umm.. the field I think" he says. "Thanks" I say.
I go outside to the field. I smile as I see him playing football. He sees me. I smile small, waving at him. He runs over.
I sit down on a bench. He sits next to me. "Derek, I'm sorry" I look down. He doesn't say anything. "I didn't mean anything I said.. I was just embarrassed that you turned me down last night" I say.
"You shouldn't be embarrassed.. I respect you meredith, so much.. I'd never take advantage of you to fulfil my own needs when I know that's not what you want" he puts his hands on my neck, stroking my jaw with his thumbs.
"I'm really sorry" I say. "I know" he whispers, smiling small. He kisses me. I let him. I don't mind him kissing me, at all. Its nice.
He pulls away slowly. "I'm sorry" he shakes his head. "No, its okay" I smile, kissing him again.
I pull away slowly. He smiles. "Um.. I'm sorry for flashing you yesterday" I blush. "That's very much okay" he says. I giggle.
He puts his hand on my cheek, stroking it gently with his thumb. "You're so beautiful" he says. I smile. "You really think so?" I ask. "Definitely" he says.
"Why did you come to my house last night?" He asks. I sigh. "Oh, I don't know.. I-I just knew that you'd take care of me if I went there.. I didn't want to go home for my mom to scream at me.. you're just-" I stop.
"What?" He asks. "I guess you make me feel safe" I whisper. He smiles. "I'm glad" he says.
"I'd never actually just use you for your body like that derek.. last night I was horrible and ugh.. I'm just sorry" I say. "I know" he says.
"But just to be clear.. you're hot and the size was very unexpected and.. wow" I get up, kissing his head before walking away quickly. I hear him laughing. I smile, walking back into school to go to class.
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Fanfictionmeredith is 16 years old. she's not too popular in her school but people know who she is. she has a few close friends but gets along with anyone who talks to her. she is single but likes to fool around with boys from time to time. she has her eye on...