I wake up in the morning with meredith cuddled into me, snoring quietly. I smile, looking down at her.
My smile fades as I look up and see my mom at my door. I very carefully climb out of bed and walk out of the room with her.
"What on earth do you think you're doing? Why is she over without my permission?" She whispers. "Her mom was screaming at her so much last night, she came over crying her eyes out" I say. She sighs.
"That poor girl" she whispers. "I know" I say quietly. "But derek, you're sixteen.. you can't have girls sleeping in your bed with the door closed" she says.
"I'm sorry" meredith says. We both look at her. "Sorry mer, we didn't see you there" I gently pull her over to me. "Derek told me you wouldn't mind me coming over.. I didn't mean to barge in" she says.
"No, sweetie I don't mind you coming over at all.. I just need to know when you do" my mom says. "I should go" she says.
"Baby, she was just worried that the bedroom door was closed because we were.. um" I clear my throat. "Oh.." meredith says quietly.
"We weren't.. me and derek haven't even done anything" she says. "Okay" my mom says. "Stay here please" I whisper in her ear.
"Yeah, meredith you can stay as long as you want, whenever you want.. just keep the door open" my mom says. "Okay" we both say. She leaves.
"Sorry" I hug her. "Its okay, your mom is so sweet" she chuckles, hugging my neck. I smile.
"Good morning" I kiss her lips. "Good morning" she scans my body. I'm shirtless. I hug her tightly. "Mhm, I missed you" I breathe her in. "When you were sleeping?" She giggles. I nod.
"Can I shower here?" She asks. "Yeah baby, I'll get you a towel" I go to the closet and grab her one.
I go into my bedroom. I stop as I see her sitting on my bed, staring down at the floor. She looks so sad this morning. She seems defeated.
"Here you go" I hand it to her. "Thanks" she stands up. I pull her into my arms. "Mhm" she smiles, closing her eyes as I kiss her cheek softly.
"Can I shower with you?" I ask. "What? Derek!" She pulls away. "I'll keep my hands to myself, I swear" I smile. She stares at me for a few seconds.
She shakes her head. "Okay, I just had to ask" I say. "I just.. don't think it's a good idea" she says.
"Sorry" I say. "No, don't be baby.. maybe we can sometime, just not now" she says. "Okay" I say. She goes to the bathroom and I hear the shower turn on. I sit on the bed.
She comes out a little while later. I smile, sitting up and putting my phone aside.
"Come here" I hold my arms out to her. She shakes her head, holding the towel tighter around here. "Come here baby" I smile, tilting my head slightly to the side.
She walks over slowly. I put my hands on her hips and pull her sideways onto my lap. "Cuddle with me" I say. "I'm naked" she giggles, hugging my neck. "Exactly" I kiss her chest softly. She grins.
"Do you.. like my body?" She whispers, not making eye contact with me. "I love your body" I run my hands up and down her waist.
"Can I show you?" She whispers. "Yes please!" I grab her waist harder. She smiles. She slowly pulls off her towel.
She's very slim. I knew that before, but with the lights on looking at her naked body, you can see her ribs poking out a bit and her very flat stomach. Her collarbones popping out and her skinny arms.
She is the most gorgeous girl in the whole world. I know how hard she tries to put on weight. I don't care about her weight though, her skin is gorgeous.
She has small freckles scattered over her chest and her nipples are rosy pink. One nipple is a bit higher than the other. She hasn't shaved down there, but she has silky smooth legs.
She has an inny belly button, small thighs and a very very very cute butt. Her boobs are small, but they suit her figure. I love every part of her. She's gorgeous. She's perfect.
I mentally yell at myself when I realise how long I've been staring at her in silence for. I look at the pure worry on her face.
"You don't like it" she stands up, covering herself up. "I'm sorry, I-" she tears up. She backs away from me. "No, baby!" I try to stop her but she locks herself in the bathroom. "Shit" I sigh.
I should've kissed her or something, not just stare at her like a fucking creep. I'm so stupid. Her mom makes her feel so bad about herself, and I've just made it worse. Shit.
"Meredith, come out" I sigh, trying to unlock the door from the outside. I eventually do and walk in. She's in her pyjamas, sat on the sinktop.
"Mer, you're gorgeous.. I'm so sorry, I wasn't staring at you because I didn't like it.. I was just admiring you" I put my hands on her cheeks. "You had this weird look on your face, like you were grossed out" she sniffles.
"You were.." I trail off. "What?" She asks. "You were turning me on, meredith.. It wasn't a face of disgust" I chuckle softly, feeling my cheeks turn pink.
"Oh.. really?" She whispers. I nod. "I just didn't want to get a hard on with you ontop of me.. so I wouldn't freak you out" I whisper. She giggles.
"You're gorgeous, baby" I run my hand up her shirt. "I'm sorry for being so insecure" she says quietly. "Don't apologise" I say.
"Come here" I pull her closer. I growl into her skin as I playfully kiss her neck and shoulder. She squeals, giggling hysterically.
Glen moved out.. literally don't even talk to me I'm so sad😭
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Fanfictionmeredith is 16 years old. she's not too popular in her school but people know who she is. she has a few close friends but gets along with anyone who talks to her. she is single but likes to fool around with boys from time to time. she has her eye on...
