Broken 💔

Chapter 18

"Im sleepy" she whispered

"Sleep" I said and she shook her head

"Ohhh oh my goodness" she said all of a sudden shoving both her arms in her bag

"Are you okay? Do you need something" I asked

"Here" she said pulling out some chips

She had this look on her face, umm like when a child gets a candy or something. she had this huge smile on her face, her eyes twinkled a little umm not much but the happiness was visible.

"Ap khaogai" she asked

"Umm no but where did you get this from silly" I asked

"On the way here" she said grinning making me chuckle

She opened her bag chips and starter having it, resting her back on my arm looking out the window. The thing I have noticed is she eats slow, even at the hotel every time she ate she took her time not because she was enjoying it but for some reason that's just her normal speed.

The next few hours, Nandini just looked out the window thinking something but her back was rested on me the whole time. We got to the dorms around 4-5 in the evening and everyone went towards their dorms.

"Manik I can take it" Nandini said when I grabbed her suitcase too

"No, there are stairs, let me do it" I said and she pouted

"But I am strong" she said

"And I don't doubt that baby, but if im here then you don't have to okay" I said and she nodded

Cabir went to drop navya on her floor which was the one under ours. Nandini and I walked up to our dorms, I put her stuff in her dorm and walked to the door.

"Princess" I called and she turned back, she walked to me and grabbed onto my arms

"Hi" she mumbled in her tired voice

"Hi princess, im gonna go freshen up and then ill cook you something okay" I said holding onto her

"You can cook" she asked and I nodded

"But we don't have kitchens" she said pouting

"I do in my room, umm cabir and i's room is the biggest on the floor. Umm it's like a normal house with one room" I said and she nodded

"Go freshen up okay, then come over" I said  and she nodded

"Can I bring notes, I have to study" she asked

"Of course you can" she nodded smiling

I placed a tiny kiss on her forehead  and she slid her arms off of mine.

"Thank you" she mummbled

"For what" I asked

"Umm everything, I also have to tell you something"

"Tell me"

"You said to give you 5 days right" I nodded remembering what I had told her abut giving herself to me for these few days to see if she wants me

"I know it hasn't been 5 days but I do want you. I want us and I want to work through these stupid issues I have in my head. I am broken but I want to pick up those pieces and fix the cracks. The only thing is I don't want to hurt you in the process, and I thought I should leave and say no to you but then I realized that you have became my happiness. I smile fully when im with you. I want us manik I want us" she said

I leaned down and kissed her forehead, I pulled back holding onto her face.

"These issues you have aren't stupid, they are valid things so I don't ever want you to think that it's useless or unnecessary. We will work through these okay, and do not call them issues, they are jsut things that need to worked on. Now about the fact that you are gonna hurt me, Nandini I would break a billion times just to help us" I said holding her hand