Broken 💔

Chapter 47

No we have never taken a shower together but then again we hadn't ever kissed before yesterday, I hadn't drank before yesterday either and most importantly I hadn't been half naked in front of him so I don't care

I would be lying if I said I hadn't thought about showering with him or having sex with him, I have thought about it one too many times and many dreams about it too.

I heard his phone ringing making him groan, he moved his face in my chest a little making me chuckle

"Pick it up na, it's so annoying" he whispered

I reached over him and grabbed his phone, it was his dad.

"It's your dad" I said and he grabbed it putting it on speaker

"Morning dad" he said

"Morning kai bachai get downstairs now" he said and cut the call making me laugh

"Don't laugh, he is being rude" manik mumbles

"Hey he is your dad" I said

"Ya but he wants to see you not me" he siad

"And you need to get up so we can go downstairs" I said

"Fuck" he mummbled

"Manik language" I said sitting up

He mummbled a sorry and curled in my chest more

"Manik" he groaned a little

The next second I was lifted up in his arms making me squeal a little which made him laugh

"I would never let you fall, you know that" he said brushing

"Disgusting manik, ewww" I said and he chuckled

Once we were done brushing he grabbed onto my arm

"Hey just so you know you don't have to shower with me. I will shower after you" he siad and I smiled

"Are you uncomfortable" I asked

"Not even a little bit" he said

"Would you shower with me if I wanted to" I asked and he nodded

"Then shower with me" I siad and he looked right in my eyes

I saw a smile adore his face when he saw that I was sure, I knew he knew that I was comfortable because his eyes spoke volumes to me.

He pecked my head and took his shorts off looking right at me, I chuckled seeing a smirk on his face.

I took his t shirt off of me and I saw his eyes dilate.

"Get in the shower manik" I said and he took his boxers off with his back to me and hopped in the shower.

I took off my bra and underwear, putting my hair up in a lose bun I opened the shower door to see manik's back towards me.

I bit my lip just seeing him standing there naked, I closed the door behind me and traced his back.

"Jaan" it came out more like a moan than a whisper but it turned me on

I have never thought I could be turned on but this ma has the power to melt me

"You can turn around" I said and getting my permission he turned around

I watched his eyes dilate and get darker, but it wasn't lust, it was love and I kid  you not, I have never seen him trying to hold on like that.

He was trying not to touch me because I hasn't said anything, he doesn't need permission but he always waits.

Never even for a second did his eyes leave my eyes and I fell in love with him al over again.

I stepped closer and hooked my arms around his neck going on my tippy toes. he didn't move closer or further, he just stood there.

"You can touch me, you know you don't need my permission" I said

"I always need your permission" he whispered back wrapping his arms around my waist

I could feel how excited or turned on he was, I could feel him hard against my stomach.

He tilted my chin up making me look at him, I knew what he wanted but I wasn't giving in so easy

"Nandini" he said

"I know" I whispered

He leaned down, and hovered his lips over mine.

"Mani"

"Jaan you are teasing" he said

The water dripping from his face was falling on mine.

"I love you" I whispered

"I love you more" he whispered against my lips

I smiled pressing my lips against his. He grabbed onto the back of my hair, gripping my hair in his hands, he deepened the kiss right away.

"Umm hmm" I moaned a little feeling his biting on my lips as he pulled back to give me a second

"Fuck nandini" he grunted placing his lips back on mine

I was sucking on his top lip while he sucked on my bottom lip, it wasn't aggressive, just a bit more than our usual kisses. He bit my lip causing me to gasp which he took as an opportunity to slide his tongue against mine.

I could taste every bit of his mouth and I am not complaining, in fact I like the minty taste he has. Call me shameless, I don't care.

I pulled back when I couldn't breath, but that didn't stop him from prepping kisses along my jawline, I grabbed onto his arms trying to catch my breath but, he was unfazed.

"You are so beautiful" he mumbled in my ear before kissing my ear

"Umm manik" it came out like a moan and he hummed against my cheek

"I know Jaan, i will never" he said pulling back standing in front of me

His eyes narrowed meeting with my eyes, and I fell in love with him all over again which I have noticed I tend to do a lot of.

"Im not umm" I couldn't even complete my sentence even though he wasn't even touching me right now

"Nandini" he whispered

"Im umm im not uncomfortable and you can if you want" I said and he smiled

"I know that, but when we do I want it to be slow and I want to ravish you, I wanna take my time, im in no rush. Right now we have to go downstairs and as much as I wanna stay in this shower with you, it's extremely hard to concentrate" he said making me giggle

"I can see that" I whispered glazing down and back up

"Aren't you a little freaky one" he said pulling me

"Just with you" I said and he smiled

"I like it that way" he said

"Umm manik this isn't helping" I said feeling his cock touching my core

"I know it isn't, umm do you wanna just go back home" he asked playfully making me laugh

"Manik" I said chuckling

He leaned down and pecked my lips pulling away, I frowned at the lack of physical touch but we needed to get downstairs before people come in.

I grabbed his soap and rubbed it on his back, while he rinsed his body I quickly lathered soap on my body.

"Mani please" I said seeing him just standing there watching me rinse my body off

"What? I like admiring what's mine" he said and I rolled my eyes at him

"Babe don't do that" he said

"Do what" I asked

"Roll your eyes at me, unless you wanna stay here" he said with so much dominance that I shuddered just hearing him

"I do wanna stay here but we cannot" I said turning the tap off

I grabbed my towel and handed him his, I dried off and wrapped it around myself while he did the same.