chapter forty five

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Jeremy's Postcards - Part Two

Lizzie left. She's gone somewhere far away from me.

They don't know where she went.
Where are you, Lizzie?

I miss you, Lizzie.
I miss your warm silver grey gaze
I miss your soul-soothing smile
I miss your heart shuddering touch
I miss your sweet melodious voice
I miss you, Lizzie!

To the sun rays travelling light years to reach the surface of the Earth,
Help me find my love
Lizzie, my love

To the clouds floating all around the world, stretching across the millions of miles of sky,
Help me find my love
Lizzie, my love

There is nothing in the world that can keep me more focused and attentive that you, Lizzie!
Come back to me, my love

To the stars twinkling the serene light upon the world,
Help me find my love
Lizzie, my love

World without you looks black and white, come back to my world, Lizzie and paint it the way you want.

To the moon light on the darkest of the nights,
Help me find my love
Lizzie, my love

My heart is calling me but I am clueless about where to look for it
Where are you, Lizzie?

To the birds flying the higher sky
Help me find my love
Lizzie, my love

Your voice is like a lover's touch to my ears and without it I'd rather prefer being deaf instead of not being able to hear it again, Lizzie.

To the air surrounding every existing corner of the world,
Help me find my love
Lizzie, my love

I never believed in destiny but then you- Lizzie happened to cross path with me and since that very day I've prayed for our fates to collide and tangle.

To the blue oceans stretching all over the world and connecting the lands,
Help me find my love
Lizzie, my love

I wish you'd stayed a little longer so I could've collected all that silver grey gaze, that touch, that smile of yours and everything you could let me but even that wouldn't have been enough for me.

There will be a day I'll stop writing but that won't mean that I'll stop missing you,
I crave for you, forever

I know you are out there somewhere, stronger than ever but please don't give out your heart to someone else
I am still here and if possible will be here for an eternity with my hands outstretched, waiting for you to put your heart in my hands.

Lizzie, you are the strongest woman I've ever seen than why do you make my heart weak, my love?

I wish you'd stayed a bit longer so I could've told you how much I love you yet words wouldn't have been enough for me.

I wish you'd stay a bit longer so I'd collect all those moments where my name slips past your lips.
All those 'Jeremy's may it be a sigh, smile or scowl.

I wish you'd stay a bit longer so I could just hold you for a little longer, let your comfort caress my soul.

I wish you'd stay a bit longer, if possible, forever!

I don't know what lies in the future for us but if not together then I am ready to fight fate for my love,
Lizzie, my love

Out of all those possible outcomes of our future, I'd always pick the one where you and I are together, a happily ever after,

I am not giving up on her, never
I'll wait forever if it means that at some point in my life, she'll return to me.

Lizzie, I love you
I wish I could send you all the love I have for you but it aches to think that I don't know where you are

It's pathetic that words aren't able to describe the feeling coursing through my mind, my heart!
I miss her so much,
I miss Lizzie so fucking much

Never in my life have I regretted a decision this bad
If only I had extended my hand sooner then maybe there was a chance where Lizzie didn't have to leave me behind. 

A/N : Jeremy took English Lit classes. Remember ?

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