Cobra Kai Imagines

Unhappy Endings: Part Three; Eli "Hawk" Moskowitz

Summary: After the incident at the arcade, you must decide if your relationship with Eli can be saved.

Warnings: swearing, mentions of PTSD, extreme angst

Sitting in the waiting room in the hospital, there were so many questions running through your head. Is Demetri going to be okay? Is Eli really turning into Hawk? Can we get past this?

Sam sat beside you, her head resting on your shoulder. You could feel her faint tears dropping on your shoulder. She hadn't stopped crying and you realized, you haven't either. Looking down you saw tears stains on your jeans. Sensing your sadness, Sam reached over and grabbed your hand. You gave it a slight squeeze as if to say "thank you".

"Are you okay?", you asked while looking over at the brunette. She raised her head from my shoulder and looked in my eyes.

"No", she said with a sniffle, "but thank you for being here". Reaching forward she embraced you in a hug, you returning it instantly.

"I just can't believe he would do that", she said. I knew she was referring to Hawk. I couldn't even call him Eli anymore. Looking at the sadness in my eyes, guilt immediately filled her eyes. "I'm sorry", she said.

I looked at her with sincerity, "Don't be", I said, "I was thinking the same thing". Removing her arms from my shoulders, she put her hand on my head, guiding it to her shoulder. It was times like these that I was thankful for my best friend. I was just tired of there being times like these.

After a few moments of silence, Amanda came rushing into the waiting room, followed by Demetri's mother. Deciding to give Sam and her mom some time alone, I walked up to Demetri's mom.

"I'm so sorry", I said as my eyes began to water for what seemed like the thousandth time. Demetri's mother reached forward and placed her hands on the side of my face.

"This is not your fault Y/N", she started, "None of this is your fault, do you understand". Her voice was so gentle. There was no sense of anger or accusation. I nodded as tears continued to fall. Without thinking I wrapped my arms around her, her arms wrapping around my shoulders instantly.

"You are a great friend to him. He's lucky to have you", she said sincerely, her arms still around my shoulders. Despite still feeling guilty, her words made me smile.

"Let me take you to him", I said while leading her to Demetri's room.

Later that night I lay in bed, the night's events still replaying over and over again in my head. Sam's scared face, Demetri's arm breaking, the look on Hawk's face as he walked away. It was a nightmare. My phone hasn't stopped going off since it happened. I knew it was everyone checking in on me. I guess since Hawk was my boyfriend, everyone was a little more concerned. Was. Was Hawk still my boyfriend? After tonight, I didn' think so.

At the hospital I blocked him. I didn't want to talk to him, I didn't want to listen to him. I didn't even want to look at him.

Just as I was about to doze off, I heard a knock at my window. Already knowing who it was, I decided to ignore it. That didn't last long as I heard a voice start speaking.

"C'mon Y/N, let me in". Standing up I made my way towards the window. Opening the window I saw Hawk crouched on the roof by my window.

"What do you want, Hawk", I asked in annoyance as he made his way into my room. Turning to walk back to my bed he reached out and grabbed my arm.

"Please", he started with sadness in his voice, "let me explain".

By that point I was pissed. "Explain what, Eli?!", I asked loudly, "Explain how much of an asshole you've become? How you always bail on my and your friends", my voice getting louder with every sentence. I turned away from him, not being able to look him in the eyes. Thank god my parents aren't home, I thought.

'Y/N I–", he started with tears forming in his eyes. I turned back towards him.

"You broke Demetri's arm for fucks sake! He was your best friend", by this point I was crying. Whether it was from sadness or anger, I couldn't tell.

"I'm sorry", he said while looking down, his shoulders shaking as he began to sob. My heart broke with each cry.

With tears falling down my face I said, "I'm not the one you should be apologizing to".

Hawk began walking towards me, tears still falling. He reached for my hands, but I jerked them away.

"Please Y/N", he said, his voice breaking, "Just let me explain".

"I don't want to hear it", I said, my voice shaking, "Just go".

"No", he said sniffling, "No, please. Y/N. Please don't do this". Forcing myself to look away, I stared at the wall.

"Go, Eli", I said, my voice oddly steady, "We're done".

"I'm so sorry Y/N", he whispered, "for all of it". With that he went out the window.

"Goodbye Eli", I said. And the tears kept falling.

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Should I do another part?