The Promise

Part 64

We got back in the hotel and we rest a little bit. Then we had a dinner. At the end of the dinner the professors said to not stay awake a long time, because we are having an early flight next morning. We all got in our rooms.

"Tonight I am going to sleep at Luke's room again. You don't mind right?" Ivy asked me while she was putting some stuffs in a bag

"Of course I don't." I smiled to her "Just watch out what are you doing" I was kidding with her

"OMG, I didn't even think about it, but never mind. Don't worry I won't, to early" she smiled

"That's my smartest friend" I laughed

A few minutes later Ivy left and I stayed alone in the room this night too. I wasn't tired, but I wanted to sleep. I first packed all my stuffs for tomorrow and then I got to bed.

In one moment someone knocked on the door.

'who the hell is so late' I said to myself and I went to open the door.

When I opened it, I saw Michael.

"Michael?" I got really surprised

He didn't say a word and he got in the room without asking him to get in it. After that he closed the door

"Now I am going to kiss you" he said and he kissed me

I wasn't sleepy this time and I pushed him away.

"What are you doing?" I asked him

"You lied to me" he said and he got close to me again

"Michael..." I wanted to say him that I want to be with Jack, but he shouted me with a kiss.

He kissed me again and I couldn't push him away this time. I gave up from resisting and trying not to kiss him. I put my hands on his neck and I kinda hugged him. His hands were on my back, we were kissing and every moment was more passionate then the one before. We were every seconds closer to the bed and suddenly we fall on it. I was thinking only about Michael and nothing else. He took my shirt off and he started kissing me again. And yeah, I slept with Michael. I cheated on Jack and the worst thing was that I didn't even thought about him. It was like I have forgotten that I have boyfriend.

"And?" Michael asked me while we were still laying in the bed

"And what?" I asked him back and I stand up and I looked at him

"What's going to be with us?" he asked me while he was caressing my shoulder and my hair

"Michael I..." I didn't know what to say to him. I liked it and I kinda love him, but I don't wanna leave Jack. Jack is so different and I love being with him.

"I didn't stop loving you you know?" he made his cute face

"I can't leave him Michael, I wanna be with him"

"Then what the hell was these?" he stopped caressing me and he changed the look of his face

"I don't know..." I said and he was like 'I can't believe this' "Michael I love you and you'll always be a part of my life, but you hurt me, a lot and I can't."

"Cara, you know I regret about it every single day in my life."

"Yeah, but you can't delete, I can't forgot what I was surviving those days and then Jack happened."

"You don't love him" he said and he was pretty sure in it

"Maybe, but I want to be with him Michael, I am sorry" I said and in the same moment he got up from the bed

"I can't believe" he said while he was dressing up. He looked really furious

He dressed up and he got out of the room without saying a word.

I was feeling strange. I was feeling relieved and I have no idea why. I was in mess and I feel good. I love Michael and I wanna be with him, but I want more to be with Jack, my feelings are in totally mess and I was feeling good. What the heel was happening with me.

This night I realized and decided a lot of things. Definitely I am going to continue my relationship with Jack, I want it to work and I will do my best for it. I will try to forgot about this night with Michael, but I know that I can't do it. I won't tell anything to Jack. Yeah I am lying him, but I don't wanna lose him. I know I am so selfish.

After an hours of thinking I fall asleep. I slept only two hours and then my alarm rang, It was time for going back to Australia. I got ready and when I was about to get out of the room, Ivy came in. He looked very happy and full of energy and I was very sleepy

"Wow, I like your energy today" I barely said it to her

"Yeah and you didn't sleep at all right?" she laughed

"Kinda" I smiled.

She took her stuffs and we got out of the room.

I am not going to tell her anything about last night. I won't tell anyone and I hope Michael won't tell too.

During the hole flight Michael was avoiding me and he didn't even looked at me at all. He was mad at me and I totally understand him or not.

We arrived in Melbourne and I my parents were waiting for me on the airport. Philip was with them too. I first said bye to Ivy and the boys. They were leaving immediately. Michael wasn't there with them, he probably didn't want to see me or talk with me.

I went home with my parents and I told them how I spend my time during the trip. I kinda missed them