Carina and Maya (TWO)

But for how long?

Thursday February 20 th 2016

Part two

22h49

Carina sniffing
Yeah.. but for how long??
Maya: I'm doing everything I can to come back home to you and to our precious children, I even go to therapy three times a week with Diane to work on my stupid childhood trauma from my sick head of a father, he should be going straight forward... anyhow,
Carina: okay, thank youuu for going, but Bambina, I feel like you never open up to me , and I know it's really hard for you to do so , and I love you for trying but I noticed that you only opened up about your feelings when you got demoted my love, communication is THE KEY TO a successful relationship my love.
Maya: yea , I totally agree and understand, but I don't know if I will ever be happy again... WORK WISE
Carina: okay... then you should... see this is exactly what I am talking about, you need to tell me these things so we can figure something out together.
Maya: yea, so I don't even know if I should maybe transfer away from Station19 or do a complete one eighty caterer wise ,
Carina: but babe, nineteen is your family, it's where you belong
Maya: I'm not so sure I belong there anymore, ** she looks up at her wife **
I'm completely lost and I'm freaking out.
Carina: so am I , Bambina you slept at the station 4 times this week, why ?
Maya: I don't know... but I'm done doing irresponsible and dumb things! I'm going to be home until I'm better....
**Carina let off a massive sigh of relief **
Okay, cause home I where we want and need you!
I had to lie to the kids for the past four nights because they were asking me why mommy didn't come home from work... they even thought we fought and got divorced and didn't tell them which is ridiculous because I never want to divorce you, you are my home, my safe place. My everything.
Maya: I'm sorry you had to lie to the kids about wheee I was, but I'm going to be home starting now.... And I'm going to continue going to Diane three times a week...
Carina: okay , I'm extremely proud of you Bambina, I know talking about your feelings is difficult for you... I'm glad that you are seeking help !
I fucking love you tremendously Maya!
Maya: I love you more than you could possibly ever imagine, you saved me more times than I could ever count. How did I get soooo lucky to end up with an extremely understanding, companionate , gorgeous, talented , smart , and extremely forgiving and did I say GORGEOUS?
** Maya gets closer and Closer to Carina's body and they kiss each other for a little while **
Carina: yeah I think you did mention that I was gorgeous but I'm not one hundred percent sure I heard that correctly! ** as she is bitting her lips and getting undressed **
Maya: okay, well I'll say it again because it's TRUE, an extremely GORGEOUS wife !
** They both land on the bed and begin to have extremely good sex **

Two weeks later
Tuesday March 6 th 2016
6h47 am
Carina is alone in bed and she woke up to an empty bed, once again, she knew Maya wasn't in therapy because she goes on Mondays , Wednesday and Friday, she thought to herself
Maybe she went to work out!

6h58
**Alessandro woke up and he was crying and couldn't seem to stop **

Carina: shhhh it's okay baby, momma is here!!
** she picked up her almost nine months old baby boy and tried to nurse, **

Carina: maybe you need a diaper change huh?
** she changed his diaper, she heard some noises coming from downstairs ,

Maya is that you babe?
**Maya yelling from the dining table ** yeahhhh it is , sorry if I woke you up !
**Lorenzo, Chloe and the twins woke up and got ready for school and daycare **

Chloe: who is making all this noise momma?
Carina: good morning sunshine, it's mommy, I think she went for a run and tried to put her water bottle away in the cabinet and everything fell !
Chloe: yikes, I'm going to go see if she needs help!
Carina: okay thank you, I'm coming down with Alessandro in a little bit!
Hi princess!! Ohhh someone looks tired!
**Violet rubbing her eyes with her blanket in her hands ** yea I tired!
Carina: okay, let's go get you both dressed and ready for daycare okay! Scarlett: i dont want to go !
**Carina is now holding Alessandro in the baby carrier and heads in her twins bedroom **

Who wants to wear a cute overalls today?
**Violet and Scarlett surprisingly both agreed **
Meeeee !
Carina: alright!

7h05
Carina: okay girls let's go eat breakfast! Momma is going to make you a
Scarlett: i want oatmeal pwease momma!
Violet: yea me too!
Carina: okay oatmeal it is !
Lorenzo, buddy get up please!!
**Lorenzo still in bed **
Hrmmm , what?
Carina: baby it's time to wake up and get ready for school!

**Lorenzo grunts and gets ready **
Fine!!

Carina: woahh , what is it with 2/5 of my children don't want to go , MAYAA I NEED HELP ! Please!
**Maya was now in the little nook and she was lost in her thoughts once more **

**Carina came and knocked on the door **
Please my love!
Maya got out and helped Carina getting everyone ready for school and daycare,

Yea sorry my love!
30 minutes later

Maya: okay guys mommy is going to drop you off today, go give momma a kiss and a hug!!
Carina: ouhhh ! Have a wonderful Day today!

Maya, we definitely need to talk about this ** she gestured with her finger today's events **

Maya: okay, we will but I have therapy at 9h30
Carina: babe , you actually do—-
** Maya rushed out the door and headed to the car, Andy has an appointment with Carina and she wanted to do one at her house with no extra doctors or sick patients. Carina agreed**

Carina: what the heck is going on,

** Carina called Maya several times and she finally got an answer **
Carina: babe , where are you? You do not have therapy today!
Maya: I'm exhausted and drained my love!
Carina: okay, where are you?
Maya: on the principal highway bridge!
Carina: MAYA !!! DONT !!
I thought things were going better!
Maya please!!
Maya: I'm extremely sorry!!
Carina: MAYA!! ** uncontrollably sobbing **

Maya: I can't see a way out,
Carina: and jumping off a bridge is the way to do that? Really? Yeah umm I'm definitely calling...
Maya: please don't,
Carina: well ... Maya, you are the light and love of my life, if you jump I jump and we leave our five precious children orphaned! Is that what you really really want?

Maya: No, .... I'm coming home now!
Carina: yea please! And you are definitely expressing yourself before Andy gets here, I don't care what you say , but you have to stop closing yourself in my love!