Carina and Maya (TWO)

You know i don't like being home alone when im sick

Tuesday September 24 th 2016

8h50 am
** Maya had a idea to kind of keep the triplet still be apart of their family since it was actually part of their family for four months of pregnancy.. she managed to find the ultrasound video and then paused it at the last baby and printed it out and then she went out to buy a little baby hat , a pink and a blue one along with little socks pink and blue and did a little keep sake like a little memorial so Carina could look at it every day anytime she wants and hopefully it would help her grieve **

Maya to herself: okay, I've got my coffee, phone , what else do I need??

**Maya whispers to Carina that she's going to run to the store and get her things to make her feel better**
Carina: okay please be quick ...
Maya: oh sorry I woke you up , yes of course I'll be quick !!

**Carina tossed around and fell back asleep in no time**

**The kids are all at daycare and school, Carina wasn't feeling well so she had to call in sick ... Bailey said not to worry about that too much and it's almost fall and that's the season that most people gets the flu , she advised her to drink lots and lots of water. Maya isn't working until noon today and her shifts ends at 21 h , so she got up early and headed to the mall ! Kayla is at school today **

Meanwhile in the store
9h29 am

Maya: I have to hurry back home fast , Carina will be calling me ... ahhhh ! Speaking of the queen!
Maya: hi love!
Carina: Maya ... hmmmm where are you? You've been gone more than twenty minutes... you know I don't want to be alone when I am not feeling good...
Maya: yes I know but I'm at the store right now actually waiting for my turn at the cashier.... I uhhh ... got you some Gatorade and some other things...
Carina: hmmm okay ** she coughs several times in a row and her stomach was in knots**
Hurry please....
Maya: yeah.. I'm actually wrapping everything in bags and heading home right now! I'll be there in ten minutes!
Carina: okay thank you babe!
Maya: my pleasure my love!

** ten minutes later Maya comes back home and hurried up the stairs and gave her wife her first Gatorade of the day , she did put the others in the fridge and gave her wife a nice fresh warm facecloth**

10h03 am
Maya: here you go bella!!
Carina: hmmm what? Ohhh thank youuu!
Maya : how are you feeling?
Carina: feeling like garbage... ** she pouted a little **
Please stay with me before you leave to go to work...
Maya: yes of course I will!
Carina: we have time right?
Maya: a whole two hours!
Carina: perfect!
** Maya spooned Carina and had one hand on her stomach and the other one was on her shoulders and she strokes her hair **
Maya: baby I have to ask you about the third baby...
Carina: okay.. you can ask
Maya: okay so we now know that it would be fraternal as the three of them didn't share the same placenta... the girls did obviously... but where exactly would it would have been in your stomach?
**Carina turned on her back and showed her wife **
I think that it would have been on my right side... as the girls were on my left side until I lost it and then they were just kind of everywhere, the girls were often in the YING AND YANG position like 80 % of the time during my pregnancy and up until their birth...
Maya: hmmm okay.. I'm sorry we lost it
Carina: bambina it's not our fault...
Maya: yeah I know... but I'm here for you if you ever want to talk about it you know you always can do so, and are always welcome to. I mean you did carry three of them in your stomach..
Carina: yea okay... but I'm not —— thank you for letting me talk about it openly with you... I don't know if I would have been able to keep this feeling of grief building up for three years now... I know I blocked it out until recently and thank goodness I did .

** One firefighter shift later, Maya comes back home and sees all of her precious children have been put to sleep with Kayla's help, Carina has been able to get out of bed, and onto the couch and stayed there with her weighted blanket she once got for her birthday from the previous years, it has been extremely helpful during her pregnancies... **

Carina: kayyy kayy!
Kayla: yes , mom ?
Carina: can you come here please? Ahhh !
Kayla: yes of course,
Carina: okay can you please help me get up I'm deeeeep in the couch cousions and I'm extremely uncomfortable! I don't know how I got that deep!
**Kayla chuckles **
Yes of course! Okay one two three!!
**Maya walked in the house at this moment **
Hiii ladies ! What is going on here?
Carina: ohhh hi wifey !
I uh ! Got waaay into the cousions when I fell asleep earlier and I can't get up !
**Maya slightly chuckles and helps her wife out of the double couch **

Here you go !
Carina: ohhh thank youuu!! Oh I missed you soooo much my love!
Maya: I did too honey!
** They kiss each other several times and they leave Kayla in the living room **

Carina: how was your shift Bambina?
Maya: oh it was okay!
Carina: good night Kayla thank you for helping me out with the kids tonight I know I don't tell you enough but I'm forever grateful that you decided to move in with us ... having you around really really makes my heart happy !
Maya: yesss thank youuu tremendously for your unstoppable help ! We love you so much and I kind of consider you as my oldest daughter too !
Kayla: awnnn thank youuu for saying that! I really wasn't expecting it! And your kids are beyond adorable and very well behaved! Thank youuu for letting me be apart of your life again Car—- Mom !

21h58
**Carina and Maya both head up to their bedroom**
Maya : babe I have something for you!
**Carina surprised yet Excited **
You do ? Hmmm ! ** she raises an eyebrow **