Carina and Maya (TWO)

Never again

Saturday July 1 st 2016

**Everyone slept in, Carina is still having flashbacks of the accident... Lorenzo came in his moms room to sleep... he is also traumatized by that,  Chloe, Violet and Scarlett are still unaware of the horrible ordeal of last night, Carina and Maya want to keep it like this for as long as they can ! **

8h27
**Maya couldn't sleep any longer so she got up and made herself a cup of coffee... and read the news on her phone.... Scarlett woke up and heard Rumbling noises from the kitchen, she comes downstairs with her pacifier in her mouth and her blanket in her hand **

Scarlett: hi mommy!! Hiii !
**Maya surprised by her little three years old daughter, as she didn't hear her little footsteps **
Ohh hiiii Bambina! Did you sleep well last night?
Scarlett: yes i did , and you?
Maya: yes , thank you, come here ! ** she picks her up and sits her on her laps **

**Carina woke up with a little Lorenzo cuddled up against her body **

Hi buddy!!
Lorenzo: hiii momma!
Carina: are you okay my love?
Lorenzo: yea I'm fine, I keep having bad nightmares that we didn't make it out alive ,
Carina: me too buddy me too, but I promise you I will NEVER AGAIN be driving on this bridge...
Lorenzo: okay thank you, but you know it's not your fault right momma?
Carina: si i know bambino but I still feel guilty about what happened...
**Lorenzo comes closer and hugs his momma really tight **
Momma, it could have happened to anyone.. please don't guilt yourself up about it
Carina: how are you so wise at only NINE YEARS OLD? ** she kisses his little cheeks while a few tears are coming down her eyes **
Lorenzo: I don't know

**Carina laughs!**
Alright!! I think we should go downstairs huh?
Lorenzo: yes that's a good idea!
Carina: okay let's go!

** Carina and Lorenzo both come downstairs ! Scarlett and Violet, both wanted to have momma milk , Alessandro needed a diaper change and then she would feed all three of her youngest children **

**Maya came behind Carina and gave her a nice hug and kisses!**
Maya: are you okay babe?
Carina: yeah uhh , I just keep getting lost in my thoughts... and I can't stop replaying the incident and that bastard apparently didn't stop to check if we were okay! Right, he didn't?
Maya: yeah I know,
Carina: I mean that's what Victoria said !
Maya: it's true, but I think you should —
Carina: I'm way ahead of you on this my love, if Lorenzo keeps having nightmares about that horrific night, so I'll see if he gets past it, if not we were going to get help from a specialist!
Maya: that's good, I'm glad you are going to!
Carina: yeah , but is nine years old too young to see a Therapist?
Maya: I uhhh , don't think there's an age limit for that my sexy wife!
Carina: okay but I can't go this week I've extremely busy, with 3 c sections booked and 6 operations back to back,  hopefully he won't have nightmares for the rest of his life Bambina, I won't be able to live with myself knowing that he's going to a psychologist for his trauma.. this young... babe , I won't! ** she hugs her wife and buried her face into her wife's SEATTLE FIRE DEPARTMENT hoody and cries uncontrollably **
Maya: okay! It's going to be okayyyy

**ALESSANDRO IS CRYING **

Carina: ughhh!! I think he's definitely hungry!
Hold on Alessandro! Momma is coming!! ** she picked up her last baby and sat down on the couch and began breastfeeding him **

Shhhhhh it's okay buddy..... please don't bite my nipples please lessandro ..
**Alessandro stops eating for a few seconds, looking up at his momma **
Okay I vont momma!

Carina : thank youuu Bambino , ohh you have quite the bed head my little handsome boy!! ** she fixed it up with her fingers **

9h20
**Kayla woke up and came downstairs to join her family **

Carina: Hii KayKay, already up ?
Kayla: hi Carina! Yeah!! I did sleep twelve hours last night!
Carina: TWELVE HOURS! Jeez , I don't even remember when was the last time I slept that long!
Violet: hiii Kayla! Momma momma, I want to see Vivi being born!
**Carina looks at her niece with a look that says " I told you they were going to ask about it" **
Kayla laughs!
Carina: alright! Go ask your siblings if they want to watch their videos too
Violet: otay momma!
** Violet asked her siblings and of course they all said yea**
Maya: Hii Kayla!
Kayla: hi Maya!
Maya: so what are we watching?
Carina: uhh ! You know...
Maya: wow, I never expected them to be so happy and excited to watch themselves being born!
Carina: me neither... but I'm forever grateful for you really really pushing the idea because I would never have thought it would be something they would all enjoy seeing,
Kayla, you can watch them with us, you did express you wanting to watch me give birth
Kayla: yea I did but uhhh I don't want to see my favourite auntie's Vagina being ripped apart
Carina: don't worry we didn't film them coming ... well we did but we were careful not to scar the kids and I think we did a pretty good job!
Kayla: okay if you say so ,
Carina; okay. And plus I will be able to answer your biology question!!
Maya: what was your biology question?
Kayla: it was " on your birthday does your mom's body goes into muscles memory?"
Maya: interesting question , what did you say Bella?
Carina: I said it depends, for me I don't look at the clock on December 14 th and go " ohhh at 1h53 am I was so uncomfortable with this position that I switched to this position and then I could feel her coming down in my pelvis at this hour"

But maybe some other women do , but I guess we should see huh ? Who's ready?!

Everyone raided their hands: meeeee !

**Violet came to sit down next to Carina she wanted some momma cuddles **
Carina: hiiii vivi ,
Violet: Hii momma, can I cuddle with you pwease
Carina: yeah sure you can, wait a little bit Alessandro is falling asleep and I'll put him in his bassinet in the little nook and then we'll cuddle together!
Violet: okay momma!
** Carina gets off the couch and puts a sleeping Alessandro in the nook where his bassinet is , with the door slightly open and comes back to sit next to her little baby flower **