Carina and Maya (TWO)

We are not complete

Sunday February 13 th 2018
Early early morning

**Carina woke up from a dream and she couldn't seem to shake it off!! She kept seeing " triplets" not Violet and Scarlett and their unborn sibling! She somehow knew that her family wasn't complete ...

2h30 am
**Carina sat up straight and started crying with her hands in her face **

We aren't complete mi amore!
**Maya very confused **

Hrmmm what do you mean my love!
Carina: I ..... it's extremely hard to explain but I feel like our family is missing something.... Something special!
Maya: okay like a pet ??
Carina: nooooo ! I just know in my heart that we are not complete
Maya: like what you want to have more children??
Carina: well ......
Maya: how many more babe!
Carina: Triplets!!
Maya: I've told you before, we can't bring back the twins's unborn sibling!!
Carina: nooo babe , I don't know how to explain it but I just had a dream that we had our five children plus triplets! And it's the same dream I've been having for two months every night...
Maya; okay.... That's a total of EIGHT! And you wouldn't even know if you would be carrying TRIPLETS!
Carina: I just know that we are meant to have triplets one way or another.... THEY NEED A HOME Bambina... Anyways it's only just a dream...
Maya: I .... You never told me about that dream my love
**Carina turned herself around facing her wife , tears in her eyes **
Well I never did because I knew you would react the exact way you did a few minutes ago !

THEY NEED A HOME Bambina!!! We can be the difference between they have a beautiful life or those precious children are going to live horrendous lives with foster parents and abusive living conditions and they might end up UN ALIVE THEMSELVES AND I won't be able to live with myself knowing that we could have saved them Bambina... but we already have our hands full with our own children...

**Maya knew that she had to accept it and that if Carina was dreaming about kids in need she would do anything for them ! That's just how she is, she cares deeply about others! Maya couldn't be more proud of her wife **

Maya: okay let's do it !
Carina: Maya don't mess with me about that!!
Maya: babe.... I'm not. I can see that you are deeply involved in this ... that's just who you are my love. You deeply care about people. And I wish there was more people like you in the world...
Carina: okay... so what do we do?? How do we reach out to them ?
Maya: well we start off by sleeping and then we will figure it out tomorrow my love.... If they are meant to be ours... then everything is going to be just like it's supposed to be.
Carina: okay thank you baby!!
Maya: I really really fucking loooooooooooooooove you soooooo much!
Carina: me too, thank you for accepting me and my huge heart... I just know that we can do something....
Maya: yea I know ... we will do everything we can my love!!
Carina: I know!!