Can't shake the feeling off

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Friday afternoon
14h
Maya: babe! What should we do today?
Carina: Hmm ! We can have undisturbed sex and be naked in our house!
Maya: okay! Are you sure you want to? I know you are still processing the loss ..
**Carina interrupted her wife **
Siiiii , having incredible sex with the wonderful and sexy women of my dreams is going to take my mind off of this ..
Maya: okay! Where should we ?
Carina: babe it doesn't matter!! Now please fuck me so hard...
Maya: yeah? Okay! ** Maya gently pushed Carina on the double couch and began going down on her wife , who was unconsciously crying. Maya wipes her tears away from her eyes **
Maya : spread your legs for me
Carina: Already one step ahead Bambina!
Maya: fingers or no?
Carina: babe! You clearly know the answer to that
Maya: FINGERS IN !
** both wives chuckles **
Okay... starting with one finger!
** They could feel Carina's insides curl up around her fingers and her legs and hips tensed



12h48 pm
**Kayla came downstairs from her room **
Hi good afternoon... moms!
Maya: ohhh hiii Kayla !
Carina: oh hi , we thought you were gone to Ethan's house for the weekend?!
** as she covers herself up with a nearby blanket as she is currently wearing nothing but her black thong**

Kayla: uh I might as well ! Considering that this is going to be your occupation for the weekend? ** as she gestured in a circle referring to her stunning auntie Carina and Maya **
Carina: yea sorry...
Kayla: oh don't be !
** she turns her back to Carina and Maya and does a 180 with her feet **
And I don't know if I heard you correctly... did you say you were initially carrying triplets and only the twins survived?
Carina: siii , that's exactly what we found out! And that's also why Addison put me on forced bed rest from the fourth month until the sixth almost seventh month of their pregnancy..
Maya: yea I remember that... you couldn't get comfortable no matter what you did... or you were scared to even go to the bathroom!
Carina: well yea ohhhh how I didn't love being FORCED TO STAY IN BED ALL DAY 24/7 ! I literally couldn't go out for a walk .. I love walking around in the neighborhood... ..

You would be scared too Bambina because I'd already lost one... I didn't want to make a risky move .... Thankfully the twins survived...
Maya: yeah I know !!
Kayla: ohhhh Rinaaaa ! I am deeply sorry for your loss ! ** as she comes closer to her moms and gives them a big hug **
Carina: thank youuu Bambina! But its okay because triplets weren't meant to be in God's plan for us! I'll be fine! But please NOT A SINGLE WORD ABOUT the triplet that didn't make it to ANYONE other than Maya, and you Kayla... okay?
Maya: babe, it's okay! Miscarriage are totally normal!
Carina: ahhhh ! I know but I'm not ready to say it out loud to any of our friends... please promise me both that this will stay between us three !
Kayla: I promise!
Maya: okay I promise!
Carina: grazie Mille !

14h01

Kayla : okay... Text me if you suddenly feel overwhelmed and all that!  I should be back home Sunday afternoon or beginning of the evening! I'll let you know!
Carina: okay perfect! Thank you Kayla ! Please drive safely and DONT DRINK AND DRIVE BELLA! Por favor !
Kayla: siii I know !! Bye-bye you love birds ! ** she gives them air kisses and heads out the door **

**Several hours later Carina and Maya are both in the living room and suddenly Carina remembered that Alessandro was born in the caul.**

20h17
Carina: okay guys it's bath time let's go !! One two three goooo ! Or mommy is going to chasse you!!
**Maya pretends to run **
Maya: I'm going to get youuuu ! Hurry hurrry !
Scarlett: noooo mommy you won't catch me !!! Ahhhhhhhhh !
**Violet, Scarlett and Chloe run super fast and get into the bathroom before Maya **

**Carina's favourite thing was hearing her children giggle and being happy **

Carina laughs !
Ouhhh everyone made it before mommy!!
Violet : yesss we won da race momma!
Carina: yea you sure did my princesses !
Maya: yea you girls sure are extremely fast ! I didn't expect that!
** she winked at Carina **

20h47
**One bedtime story later all five children are sound asleep and off to dreamland **

23h27
Carina: ohhh my gosh baby remember when Alessandro was born?
Maya: yeah I do remember.
Carina: I think our angel baby sent us Alessandro.
Maya: hmm okay but why ?
Carina: well unfortunately we will never know why I lost the third triplet but he was born in the caul, at 20h15, August is the eighth month of the year... he's a 2015 baby and doesn't he have a birth mark on his lower left abdomen?
Maya: I think I noticed that too my love...
Carina: and weirdly enough I think it's in the shape of angel wings...
Maya: wait I have a picture of him that I took a few weeks ago and he was shirtless with a pair of princesses underwear and he was screaming " I'll save you my pwincess"

** Maya got her phone out and looked at her pictures... and sure enough Carina was right. **
Maya: ohh my goodness look it does look like angel wings.
Carina: no way bambina stop joking about it..
Maya: babe I'm not joking look..
** Carina   Immediately gets emotional **
He was meant to be..

Maya: yeah he truly is !
Carina: wow ! It's crazy how god's have a plan for you and you just have to trust him. And that he knows what is good for you ! We were blessed with our five precious healthy children!!! And I wouldn't have it any other way
Maya: me either my love!!
Carina: ohhhh i am extremely exhausted...
Maya: me too! Good night babe!
Carina: good night my love! Sweet dreams!! I love youuu to the moon and back forever and always!!
Maya: I love you too , the moon and back, forever and always. 

23h47
**Kayla came back home and saw that every lights in the house were turned off.. except one lamp in the living room, they always leave it on ! And a few more lamps here and there... the upstairs bathroom lights are dimmed on so the kids can find the bathroom during the night **

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