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I love you, forever.

Leah's POV

There is smut in this chapter. As always, this is NOT to disrespect Alessia or Leah. It just happens to be a part of love, and this story. I will notify before, and after it so you can read around if you wish to.

I had my head in my hands, in the exact same position I was in when Alessia left. I hated to let her walk out the door without me, but I realised that sometimes when you love someone you have to do what's best for them, and in this moment, letting her leave to battle her own thoughts was exactly that.

It felt like she had been gone for hours, when realistically it was only twenty minutes. I was crying, head in my hands until I heard the key turn for the door. In walked a red eyed, cold Alessia. I used my sleeve to push away the tears on my cheeks and I watched her walk in.

She walked straight up to me, let out a loud sob and just hugged me. I rocked her from side to side, letting her cry, before she laid herself across my lap. Her head was placed on my thighs, and she was looking up at me from my lower body. I used my thumb to wipe her tear and bent over to place a kiss on her lips.

"Sarina found me" said, letting out a deep sigh. "She asked me who I thought of when she said the word home, and my mind went straight to you. I told her that. But I can't help but feel fear that you'll promise to love me forever and leave just like they did." 

"That's something you have to let me prove, Alessia." 

"I don't want us to get really deep into this, and then you just leave Leah."

"You think I'd do that?"

"I don't know, you might get sick and tired of the insecure little girl whose family walked out on her." Wow. I know Alessia was hurt, but I hated that she thought that's who I was.

"What are you trying to say, Alessia?" I said, with a tear in my eye, yet fucking again.

Alessia said nothing but look at me dead in the eye. I could tell she was thinking hard, which broke me a little bit, that she would even be considering not being with me right now, after what I'd just done.

"Less, I can't not know how you feel. I've just asked you to be my fucking girlfriend. I know you're hurt okay, and that is hurting me too, but I can't with the uncertainty. If you will trust me, and let me love you, I will prove to you I'm not going anywhere. If you don't want to trust me, tell me right now and this doesn't have to happen." I said, quite sternly. I was hurting too.

Alessia's face sort of changed as she realised what I was saying. She sat up, pulled me up off of the bed, and wrapped her arms around my waist.

"Leah, I love you" 

"I love you Less, but please tell me you want to be with me right now" I replied back, stroking Alessia's face. She paused for a moment, before a smile appeared again finally on her face.

"I want you" she said, and with that I threw her onto the bed and kissed her like there was no tomorrow. She kissed me back with so much love, passion and anger. I wanted her to let it out, and if that was through fucking me, then so be it. Our tongues found each other's, and Alessia's hand travelled further down me.

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"Are you sure you want this right now?" I said to Alessia. After all, we had just nearly broken up.

"Shut up" she smiled into my lips which made me giggle slightly. She moved her hands to my breasts and started to play with them. I lifted my arms up, and Alessia ripped my top off. Quite rough, if I do say so myself. I could tell she wanted it.

I took her clothes off too and carried on kissing her. Her hands found their way into my shorts, where she started playing with me gently. I let a soft moan escape my lips, where Alessia quickly kissed them closed. She got more and more into it, increasing speed on me. I couldn't help but arch my back into it, wanting more and more from Alessia. Her fingers slipped into me, causing me to moan her name so loud into her mouth. She quickly moved her hand and covered my mouth. 
"Its 10pm Lee, you can't wake anyone with your angelic moans" she winked at me, before lowering her body for her tongue to find its way inside of me. My eyes rolled further and further back, and I was getting closer. Alessia's technique and the way her tongue was swirling around me made me have no doubts that this girl was good at everything. Once again, I found myself moaning "Fuck, Alessia right there"

Before I knew it, I was shaking into an orgasm. I grabbed Alessia's face and kissed her before throwing her underneath me onto the bed ready for my turn.

After she had came all over me, I licked my lips and kissed her gently once more. I stood up, before offering her my hand as we made our way into the bathroom.

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I washed my face in the sink, before wetting Alessia's flannel and wiping her face too. I picked her up gently and placed her onto the counter beside the sink as I gently cleaned her face for her. She closed her eyes and smiled as I cleaned her up. "I love you" she said to me, before grabbing my face and kissing me once more.

"I love you, forever Alessia" i said between kisses. We made our way into bed, ready for training tomorrow. Clearly, we wouldn't get too much sleep, but I had no doubts that after tonight and the events that unfolded, we'd take our passion and put it into play, as always.

Alessia makes me a better person, and I have no doubts she is going to be the main component to me being the best footballer I can be, for myself and for her.