Loki x Yn imagines/ oneshots

Loki helps yn eat

Loki looked up at you slowly, he noticed you hadn't touched your food.
'Yn, darling are you going to eat your dinner, it's your favourite?' Loki asks calmly.

'Nah I'm not really hungry right now.' You say already getting kind of nervous.

'Darling I know you may not be hungry but I haven't seen you eat much recently, can you please tell me what's wrong? You know I'm not going anywhere.' Loki replies reaching for your hand but you pull away.

'Loki stop I'm fine really I'll eat later, I ate lunch and breakfast it's fine.' You answer getting more and more flustered by the second. Loki knows you haven't eaten at all today or possibly at all yesterday.

'Bubs please don't lie to me when was the last time you ate?' Loki replies softly. You got up to leave but Loki grabbed your arm just intime. 'My love please tell me what is wrong I do not want to force you, I understand it's hard. I can tell something is wrong.' Loki held your hands and sat you down on his lap stroking you hair.

'Omg loki just leave it ok! You want to know what's really happening then fine. I don't fucking deserve you, I see beautiful women everywhere I go and I look at myself and I think how the fuck can someone like you actually love me. I want to look better for you, so maybe just maybe you won't leave me and I can be good enough for you, for everyone. Every time I eat I can hear these voices in my head telling me how unworthy I am of love and how I'm a waste of space, how ugly I am and they are right. There's no way someone like you can be stuck with me for the rest of their life and there's no way I can even look at myself without thinking wow I actually look like that! Ok! Are you fucking happy now! I haven't eaten in 4 days and I've finally starting to lose some weight! It's my life I can live it how I want! I can't even stand to look at myself! You can't force me to eat. Can you leave me alone!' You yell standing up to leave but Loki gently held you down by your thighs.

'Yn you are the most amazing person to ever come into my life, I get to look at you everyday and I think about how lucky I am to have someone like you! Don't listen to that voice in your head because I will be with you forever I will never let you go ok? You are so damn beautiful your the most beautiful person in the whole 9 realms and I will always love you no matter how you look. I look at you I want to give you the universe, I will do anything for you just to see you happy no matter how long it takes. Loki said while wrapping his arms around your waist.

'your just saying that.' You whisper softly.

'You really want to know how beautiful you are, ok stand up! Loki held your hands and stood you up. I love your eyes, your nose, your brows, your lips, your teeth, your ears, your skin, your hair, your forehead, your chest, your stomach, your back, your shoulders, your arms and you hands, your thighs, your legs and feet, Loki traced the parts of your body as he talked about them, Holding you close. I love your laugh, I love the way you bite your nails, the way you play with your hair, the way you play with my hair, the way you dance, the way you look into my eyes, your voice, your heart, your cooking, your paintings, the way you hold my hand, how you look when your concentrated, the way you don't let go of me when you sleep, the way you cuddle into me while watching a scary movie, the way you wait up for me to have a shower or go to bed, the way you fiddle with your rings while thinking. I love every single little thing about you and you are worthy and you deserve to be loved. I could never look at another women the same without thinking, wow my Yn is much better than her. Loki laughed slightly, holding your chin. And you know what? Sometimes I think I don't deserve you, you don't ever need to worry about me leaving you that's not how true love works.' Loki whispered into your ear. Tears escaped your eyes and you were embarrassed Loki had to say all that stuff to make you feel better, you didn't want him to worry about you. Loki sensed this and he sat you down in his lap on the chair. 'Don't be embarrassed darling, everyone gets insecure about how they look, I do too, sometimes I want to to look better for you. Do not worry this isn't going to change how I see you or how I react to you eating ok? If anything I don't deserve you my love, but I am not going anywhere.' Loki said hugging you tightly and laying kisses on your shoulders.

'Ok. But Loki you do deserve me don't think of yourself as anything less, I need you.' You whisper back.

'Do you want to try eating some food bubs? I'm not going to force you to.' Loki replied softly.

'Ok not too much though.' Yn said while holding Loki's hand in hers. Loki got some food on his fork and held it near Yns mouth. Her brain was telling her not to eat but it had been a while since she had eaten. Yn opened her mouth slightly and Loki brought the food up to her lips so she could get a small taste. Yn opened her mouth a bit more and Loki feed her the first bite. Loki slowly feed yn some more before she asked him to stop. 'I'm sorry I don't think I can eat anymore please don't be mad.' Yn whispered as she looked down. 'Oh baby I would never be mad at you, I am so proud of you, you did amazing. You never have to eat all the food on your plate. Do you want to go to the couch to snuggle and watch and movie? You can pick.' Yn nodded slightly. Loki gently picked Yn up so his chest was touching hers, with his arm underneath her legs as they wrapped around his waist. Loki and Yn laid down on the couch together as he put on the movie she chose. Half way through the movie Yn feel asleep. 'This is the part I was telling you about see-' Loki looked down and saw Yn was asleep. He gently carried her bridal style back to the bed they shared and laid her down on top. Loki gently took her jewellery off and used magic to take off yns make up. He picked out one of his jumpers that looked huge on Yn and changed her into to it. Loki in next to yn whispering how much he loved her into her ear while rubbing her back.