Loki helps you when your depressed

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'You ok love?' Loki slowly walks through the door to find you lying in bed staring at the ceiling tears staining your cheeks. You shake your head as Loki sits next to you and pulls you into his lap. 'It's 4 o'clock darling, it's probably time to get out of bed soon, have a shower.' Loki says
'I know.' You reply.
'Have you gotten out of bed today?' Loki asks and you shake your head in response. 'Have you eaten anything?' Loki questions but again you shake your head.
'Loki, it's just really hard. It's, it just gets harder everyday I can't keep doing this you know. I try not to think about everything but it's just there, always there.' You sniffle tears forming in your eyes.
'I know, but your doing so good. I am so proud of you. It may take some time but we can't do it together, we don't have to do everything at once.'
'Ok. First can we just, cuddle for a bit?' You say softly.
'Of course. Do you want to talk about it?' Loki asks.
'I can try. It's just been hard recently, nothing is fixing anything it feels like I'm going no where I know I have you but. I just I can't. How could they do that to a little kid. I didn't do anything wrong I don't understand. It's so hard. I hate myself I hate everything, I hate everyone. Nothing is going right. I'm surrounded by people but I have never been lonelier. There's just these voices in my head telling me how ugly and annoying I am and how everyone secretly hates me. And I don't want you to say that I have you I know but sometimes I wonder why the fuck you would chose me out of all the beautiful asgardian women that exist. I talk to people and I think wow how can they stand to listen to me when I can't myself. I sometimes feel like people are only my friends because they feel bad. I know no one would chose me in a room filled with people, I mean I wouldn't chose myself. I'm exactly like the people I hate, I can't even look at myself anymore. You always have to comfort me about something and I feel like im not doing enough for you.' You start to sob into Lokis chest as he rocks you back and fourth.

'It's ok, hey it's ok, im here and I love you so much. I would chose you, there's no way in hell any asgardian women or any other for that matter would be nearly as good as dating you. You- god I love you more than anything in this universe, you are my everything and I-I like comforting you and you are always there for me. Your perfect, you just don't see it. I know that saying it doesn't make it suddenly go away but you are so beautiful, smart, funny and kind, you parents what they did to you is pure evil.' Loki says kissing your forehead.

'Thanks Loki, that helped.' You sniff

'Anytime my love, how about we cuddle for a bit more than we can get up, have a shower and grab some snacks. Sound good?' Loki asks looking into your eyes.

'Yes please.' You say hugging him tightly feeling his breathing rise and fall. You lay there for a bit in silence before you decide to go have a shower. Loki walks you to the shower and you both get undressed. Loki gently washes your body and your hair as you wash his.
Once Loki helped you out of the shower he walked you over to the sink and you brushed your teeth. You walked back over to your bed and got changed and Loki went downstairs to get some food. He came back and brushed your hair while you finished eating and you both put on a movie to relax to.

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