Loki x Yn imagines/ oneshots

Loki finds out you havent been taking your medication

You have been on antidepressants for a while now but you hate taking them, it just makes you feel so numb and disassociated, so you stopped. You knew it was a bad idea but you felt like you were slipping further away from yourself, you don't care, it doesn't work you still wish your weren't here. You don't care if you feel worse you don't want to be helped.

Loki has noticed you haven't been feeling as great recently and is trying to help the best he can. Loki understands that even with antidepressants there are still bad days and you can still feel depressed. Normally you have your pills with your breakfast but you have been going to your room to have them while Loki is still eating. He is getting a bit worried considering your mood and the fact you haven't been wanting to do things you normally love, you have stopped eating as much and are sleeping nearly the whole day.

'Hey bubs, you ok?' Loki asks softly. You nod your response laying down in bed looking at the roof.
'Do you want to take your medication now?' Loki asks passing you the pill and some water.

'I will later, thanks baby.' You say quickly worry coming over your face.

'Darling...'

'What Loki?' You asks as your hands begin to sweat, Loki reaches for them trying to calm you.

'Hey it's ok. I understand darling but please, I know you haven't been taking them.' Loki says pulling you into his chest.

'No Loki I-I have don't get mad I-.' You say nervous, you know Loki knows but you still don't want to take them.

'I could never be mad, it's ok, I know right now it doesn't feel great but it will get better I promise it's going to make you feel better and it will only be like this for a little while that's what the doctor said.' Loki whispers while kissing your forehead.

'Loki please you don't understand how hard it is, I can't keep taking them.'

'I know I don't understand but please try, I know you have tried and you have been doing so good and I am so proud of you. I know right now you don't want to feel better, but you will, it is going to get better and I am with you. If we need to we can lower the dose for now please take it otherwise it might be like this for longer. Please bubs, we can do this slowly, I will be here the whole time. If it's too much right now we can stop.' Loki says cupping your face in his hands.

'I'm sorry- I-I can try.' You say softly hugging Lokis chest.

'Nope, your not allowed to be sorry that's not the rules.' Loki says sitting you up on his lap and handing you the pill and water while rubbing your back.
You slowly take it and Loki watches you swallow.

'Good girl, I am so proud of you. How about we just relax the rest of the day and take things one at a time?' Loki offers and you nod as he turns on the tv.