Loki x Yn imagines/ oneshots

Why aren't you eating?

Ceylan2210
You alarm when off, you know you have to get up, you just can't bring yourself to. You lie there for a moment before swinging your legs over the side of the bed and resting your face in your palms. You take a moment to breath before you hear a knock on the door. You stand up quickly to go answer it your head spinning, you hadn't eaten in a while and you weren't planning on it. No one had noticed your decreasing appetite but you feared Loki was becoming suspicious.
'Hey, we have training, get ready and grab something to eat, see you in 40.' Nat quickly says before moving down to the next door saying the exact same thing to Sam. You knew you weren't going to have breakfast so you just put some gum in your mouth before getting into the shower, hoping to ease your hunger.

You walk downstairs to the kitchen to grab some water.
'Morning darling.' Loki whispers scalding you from behind as you filled up you drink bottle.

'Shit, you scared me.' You say dropping your drink bottle in the sink, picking it up to refill it.

'Oh sorry, have you had breakfast? Training is in a few.' Loki asks.

'Yea I have don't worry.' You answer hurriedly walking away.

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Training was exhausting, your body could hardly take it.

'Do you need something to eat or drink Yn?' Wanda asks noticing your paling skin.

'I've got some water don't worry.' You reply. You walk over to the punching bag and take a few punches, trying to distract yourself from the hunger that was ripping you apart. Everyone started to file out but Loki stayed watching you intently.

'Hey, my love you sure your ok?' He asks walking towards you.

'Yea.' You reply grabbing your bag off the floor as you begin to walk out the door your head spins and your legs give way.

'Shit, Yn, are you alright?' Loki asks rushing over to you.

'Yea I'm fine, I didn't get much sleep, I'm fine, you do know I have low blood pressure, nothing out of the ordinary.' You say, Loki helping you to stand up.

'You sure, you are breakfast?' Loki asks with an urgency on his voice.

'Yes, stop asking me, I got dizzy for a moment this happens from time to time.'

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About an hour later everyone was sitting down for lunch. Everyone of course relied on Wanda to cook today as she always made the best meals. Everyone was sitting down and eating enjoying the food and vision was enjoying looking at Wanda. You played around with the food on your plate knowing you can't eat anything. You bring a forkful to your mouth but you just can't seem to eat it, your body physically won't. You put the fork back down and continue just poking at the food as people begin to go for seconds.

'Are you going to eat your lunch darling?' Loki whispers just so you can hear.

'I'm not really hungry right now, do you want to finish mine?' You ask.

'I haven't seen you take a single bite, come on bubs just have a bit, it's ok.' Loki whispers as people begin to look at the two of you.

'What's going on with you two?' Tony asks.

'Nothing stark everything is fine.' Loki responds for you wrapping his arm around your back.

'Loki it's really fine I'm not hungry, I'll eat later.' You whisper gathering even more unwanted attention.

'Why are you lying to me?' Loki presses.

'I'm not get over it already, I'm not hungry.' You reply harshly.

'Why aren't you eating?' Steve asks.

'I'm not hungry, can everyone just stop.' You spit.

'You sure your ok honey?' Nat asks.

'I'm fine.' You respond loudly. Everyone starts to bombard you with questions to the point where you can't take it and just walk out of the room.

Loki hurries after you buy you lock the door behind yourself.

'I-I'm really sorry baby, I didn't mean to make you upset, please let me in.' Loki calls from the other side of the door.

'No Loki just go away I'm fine, I just don't feel like talking right now.'

'Darling you need to eat, when was the last time you ate?' He asks but you stay silent.

'I'll be back in 5 and you better let me in, and you are going to eat something even if it's small.'

When Loki comes back he finds a note on your nightstand.

Out for a walk, be back soon, I'm going to go get some food, don't worry. - Yn

Loki know he shouldn't believe you but he doesn't know where you are, he's getting very worried, but he's willing to be patient.

———

About 30minutes or so later you arrive back as the tower and everyone stops what they were doing as you walk in.

'Sorry.' You mumble and head to your room.

A message appears on your phone from nat.

We're having dinner now, pls come down if you want.

You look in the mirror and head downstairs and sit down next to Loki. Wanda places a small plate in-front of you and you stare down at the food. Loki is being very patient with you and isn't trying to overwhelm you again. Je slowly starts on him food glancing over at you briefly. You know that not eating won't help, everyone will just freak out. You can't take it and bring some food to your lips and Loki stops eating to look at you. You take your first bite instantly regretting it, not wanting to gain weight. You can feel a sigh of relief drop from the team as you take another, and another feeling pressured by their eyes on you. The avengers get back to their own plates and look gently rests his hand on your thigh. He notices tears welling in your eyes as you take another bite.

'Good girl, you doing really good I'm proud of you. You don't have to finish.' Loki whispers.

'Why is everyone being so dramatic! I have been eating today, I ate breakfast and I ate lunch when I went out on a walk. I'm eating right now but your all walking on glass around me! I'm eating!' You shout. 'This is why I try not to eat in front of everyone, you do this, I am eating but ever thought that maybe I'm just embarrassed?' You shout taking your plate up to your room as the teams faces drop. Believing your excuse, but Loki knows full well you are lying. He doesn't want to barge in on you knowing it will just scare you more.
After he finishes his plate he goes up to your room.

'Yn? I was just wondering if you wanted ro watch a movie or something?' He asks her receives no response. 'Yn? Im coming in if you don't answer me?' Still no response.
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1.' Loki says opening the door to find you purging in the bathroom. 'Fuck Yn.' He says running over and taking the fork from you.

'Loki, I ah what are you doing I told you to go away. You could have knocked!' You shout tears beginning to fall down your face.

'I did, oh darling. It's ok, I'm here.' He whispers holding you as you sob.

'Loki I-.'

'It's ok, I know I'm really sorry. You are so beautiful you know you don't have to do any of this.'

'I-I know I'm sorry, don't me mad.' You choke out.

'I could never be mad, how about we stand up for a moment and then go get a banana or something small?' He asks soothingly.
He helps you stand up but your legs give way, passing out into his arms.
Loki lays you down on the bed and goes to get you a banana and water for when you wake up.

'Hey Yn. It's just me don't worry. You just passed out your ok.' Loki calmly states.

'Im sorry Loki.'

'You don't get to be ok, he just have some water, I know it's hard but can you try to have this banana for me? Please?' He asks.

'Ok, just sit with me please.' You whisper. Loki puts on a movie and you eat while it's playing helping to distract yourself. Once you finish eating you cuddle up onto his chest and slowly fall asleep as he continues to watch the movie.