Loki x Yn imagines/ oneshots

Loki helps you with your grief.

You woke up feeling the realisation rush over you. This time last year was the day your brother died. You kept thinking it was your fault how you couldn't stop his killer. It was very hard for you and you really didn't feel like doing anything, you felt so numb, you were sure what to feel. You knew you had to get up to go visit his grave but all you wanted to do was stay in bed all day. You laid there staring at the roof for a while you couldn't move, you didn't want to. Loki walked in and placed some breakfast on your stomach. 'Just in case your hungry.' Loki says as he sits down next to you. 'You ok bean?' He says as you crawl on top of him. You shake your head. 'We will take today slowly ok Bub?' There has been a lot happening recently with you and you were feeling so overwhelmed, it was just becoming too much. Loki put on a movie he knows you like and feeds you your breakfast While brushing your hair.
'Ok.' You say getting up after finishing eating, you go into the shower and cry for a bit. Loki comes slowly into the shower and hugs you as you cry. 'It was all my fault, I can't believe he's really gone, I keep thinking he's going to come back, why was it him I couldn't stop them. How could I let this happen, he was so young, h-he just wanted to be a piolet, he wanted to do maths and play piano, he was just a kid. He loved dinosaurs, trains, Pokémon. And it's my fault he's dead, they were coming after me why did they take him, they didn't want him, h-he did nothing wrong.' You cry into Lokis chest.
'I know baby but it's not your fault, it was theirs you cannot control what they have done.' Loki says holding your head. You continue to shower in silence still crying letting everything out. As you hugged Loki tightly. When you got out of the shower you got dressed and dried your hair before getting into the car with Loki. He held his hand on your thigh the whole drive until you both walked out holding hands. Once you got to the grave you collapsed into sobs screaming and crying louder and louder. 'It's ok baby, keep breathing it's ok, he's ok. Your doing great you keep going.' Holding you tight as you ready your head on your brothers grave and begin talking to him. After spending about 2 hours talking to him you leave some flowers and hug his grave tightly. 'āye davasaka hambavemu malli. oba meya læbīmaṭa sudusu næta.' You say.
'I am so sorry I let this happen to you, I love you more than anything and I'm sorry if I didn't show it sometimes, you don't deserve what happened to you, I really tried I promise. I'll see you again, your not alone anymore, I'll wait for you, I love you, don't you dare forget it.' You say leaving a final kiss before Loki helps you stand up as you walk back to the car and sleep on the drive home. Loki Carries you inside and tucks you into bed. Lying next to you as you wake up, you take a bite of the food Loki got you as you look up to the roof thinking about your brother. You didn't really feel like doing much. 'It hurts Loki. I don't want to feel my grief it hurts and facing it doesn't make it any better nothing does.' You whisper.
'I know darling, it's ok, you take as long as you need, I am here. You will never been alone.' It was hard knowing he was gone but Loki was there the whole time, there was this new emptiness. He sat there will you holding you. It was so painful but you knew you had to go in for him. You walked onto the balcony and used your magic to show your memories with your brother on the reflection of the moon. You slowly create a tiny plane with your magic and your young brother flying it up to space as you waved good by to him as you watched the sun set. He looked beautiful. You held the necklace he gave you for your birthday tightly knowing you would have to spend the rest of your life without him. Loki wraps one of your brothers blankets around you as you watch the plane spin as it flies off to the moon. You sit out there for a little longer as Loki wraps his arms around your waist. 'He's ok my love.' Loki says as you fall asleep in his arms.

(Sorry if this isn't very good please tell me if you want me to rewrite it differently.)