Loki x Yn imagines/ oneshots

Silent

You had just been lying there cuddling with Loki, you didn't want to do anything but you knew you had stuff you had to get done, you just couldn't bring yourself too, you didn't have the energy, things had been like this for a few days, you haven't brushed your hair, teeth or had a shower. You were in a really depressive  state and didn't feel like doing anything, you couldn't bring yourself to do anything. Loki has been a big help and understood how hard things have been at the moment, he has made sure to remain patient and stay by your side as much as he can. You worry he probably thinks your disgusting and weird but Loki still stays with you. You knew you had to get up and do things like a normal person but you just couldn't. Loki wants to support you the best he can without overwhelming you or making you embarrassed.

'Darling is it ok if I get us some breakfast?' Loki asks softly.

'I-I don't really feel like eating I'm sorry.' You whisper.

'That's ok bubs, don't be sorry, I'll still get some for you and leave it here for when your ready to have some.' Loki smiles scanning your face making sure your ok.

When Loki comes back your lying there looking at the roof, you can't stop thinking about everything that had been happening recently.
Loki sits down next to you placing a soft kiss on your lips. 'I got some food you don't have to eat it.' Loki whispers taking a bite himself. He holds up some on a spoon and looks at you asking if you wanted a bite. You nod opening your mouth slightly to take a bite. You hadn't eaten in a while and it felt good to eat something. It was still hard for you to eat, you were so tried of life and just surviving that just eating was so hard. Loki hands you the bowl and you take a couple mouth fulls before stopping laying your head on Lokis chest. He kisses your forehead and finishes eating himself. 'Do you want anymore?' Loki asks softly, knowing you probably don't feel like talking right now, you had been having flash backs and panic attacks recently and it has been hard for you, sometimes when your overwhelmed you just don't really feel like talking much and Loki understands that. You open your mouth slightly and Loki gives you a couple more spoonfuls before you shake your head signalling you were done.
'Good girl, your doing really good ok? Do you think you can take your medicine for me?' Loki asks. You nod and look down sadly feeling bad he has to look after you. Loki lifts your chin. 'It's ok darling.' Loki whispers as you take your meds. 'Is it ok if I brush your hair?' Loki asks you softly. You hand him your hairbrush from your bedside table as he slowly runs it through your hair. Your hair was very knotty so he was as careful as he could be brushing all the knots out making your hair feel a lot lighter and nicer. 'I know this might be hard, but do you want to try brushing your teeth with me and then we can have a shower?' Loki whispered.
You smile slightly nodding as Loki helps you out of bed, holding your hands walking you to the bathroom. Sometimes when your depressed normal human hygiene is really hard for you and you neglect it, you know a lot of people don't understand but Loki does and he is by your side the whole time. You slowly brush your teeth taking your time as Loki stands behind brushing his own making you feel a bit better. Your so drained and feel so stupid for not even being able to get your self ready. You spit out the tooth paste and Loki does the same. You lean your elbows against the sink for support as you suddenly feel so heavy holding your face in your hands. You look up and see the scars on your body from your last mission and think go yourself how much you look like a human punching bag. It's so hard to look at yourself and you know it will move worse when you undress. Loki undressed himself and You stand there for a moment breathing and trying to steady yourself. Loki stands back letting you take your time. 'Would you like some help?' Loki asks. And you nod again. You turn around and gently hug Loki before stepping back and Loki looks at you again to confirm your consent. He slowly helps you undress as you stare at yourself blankly in the mirror looking at what you have become. You feel like your a mess, you haven't brushed your teeth in so long before you did just then, you had huge bags under your eyes and scars over your body. With Loki helping you, you looked helpless and honestly felt so embarrassed he had to see you like this. Loki could sense this and hugs you tightly. 'It's ok, baby, hey it's ok don't be embarrassed. We don't have to shower right now if you don't want to.' Loki says squeezing you tightly against his bare chest.

'I-I want to.' You whisper.

'Ok.' Loki replies. He walks you over to the shower and lets the water run over you. Washing everything away, the pain, the flashbacks, the embarrassment, everything. You stand as Loki begins to wash your hair as you close your eyes feeling safe under his touch. Once he washes your hair he rubs soap over your body and helps you shave. Once he's finished you let him hold you into your arms letting all your weight fall onto him.
He helps you out of the shower and helps you dry off. You get into some new comfy clothes and lie down in some new sheets with Loki. He puts on your favorite movie and you lie there with him letting all the stress melt away.