Loki x Yn imagines/ oneshots

I can't

horizonvonheart

You were with Loki at one of your friends weddings looking at the kids playing, you watched them so intently and Loki began to notice your slight change in face as you looked at the children.

'You alright darling?' He asks.

'Mhm? Uh yea I am.' You reply.

'You sure darling, your looking at those children as if your going to kidnap them or something?' Loki chuckles but he does seriously want to know.

'I-I'm not, they are just really cute you know?' You stutter looking away from the kids.

'Yes I do, you sure your alright?' Loki questions.

'I promise.'

'Ynn!' Your friends 2 daughters shout running up too you.

'Hey guys I missed you!' You giggle as the give you a big bear hug.

'We missed you too!' One of them shouts.

'I missed her more.' The other protests.

'No you didn't I did!' The first girl pouts.

'Alright no fighting because I know I missed you both the most come here!' You say pulling them into a hug.

'Mummy and daddy are married now!' One of the girls says excitedly.

'I saw, are you girls excited?' You ask.

'Yes!' The both shout.

'Do you remember Loki?' You ask looking over to Loki who was just watching how you interacted with the girls.

'Nope.' One says.

'What's a Loki?' The other asks.

'This is Loki, I introduced you last time.' You smile holding Lokis hand and he gives a little wave.

'Hi.' He smiles don't at the girls.

'Woah your hair is cool!' One girl remarks.

'He's a giant he's like 50 feet tall!' The other marvels.

'I want to be as tall as him when I grow up!' The first girl shouts.

'If you want to be as tall as Loki you have to eat your vegetables.' You say shrugging.

'But veggatblez taste like grass.' One girl grimaces.

'That's why I'm taller than you because I eat grass.' The other girl rolls her eyes confident with her remark.

'No eating grass it's bad for you.' You say looking over at Loki who is hiding a chuckle.

'But you said to eat vegiblez.' The girls questions.

'Vegetables are not grass.' You say.

'I don't believe you.' One shouts.

'I'm going to ask my daddy, bye Yn!' The other one calls out as she begins running away.

'Bye!' You shout.

'That was cute, the way you talked to them you would make an excellent mother if you wanted to be.' Loki says not realising how that affected you.

'Thanks that uh, I'm going to the toilet I'll be right back.' You say hurriedly and Loki begins to worry.

———

When you come back from the toilet you go over with Loki to talk to your friend.

'Congrats you guys.' You smile.

'Thank you so much, hey girls.' Their father says.

'Hiii.' The girls squeal.

'I was just wondering if you guys wanted to play with us being the only kids us pretty boring come over to the kids table!' The taller one asks.

'Yn, Loki do you want to come?' Their mother asks as she and her husband get dragged to the kids table by their daughters.

'Sure.' You walk over to the kids table and do some colouring in with the girls and her parents.

'Yn, why don't you have kids if you like them so much?' One girl asks.

'I uh.' You stutter trying not to meet Lokis glance.

'Darling you can't ask people that. Yn she can't-.' Your friend starts before you look from her to Loki. 'Some people don't want to, it takes time darling, some people are busy with work.'

'That's ok she's just curious she wanted to know.' You smile.

'Can you tell me?' The other asks.

'Darling!' Their father says looking at you apologetically.

'Maybe when your a bit older, I'm going to go grab a drink I'll be back in a minute.' You say.

'Yn i-.' Your friend starts.

'It's ok you stay here I'm just thirsty.' You out in a fake smile walking towards the drinks, you stand it the corner a moment trying to hide the tears that threatened to fall.

'My love are you alright?' Loki asks.

'Y-yea Loki Uhm lots of people are leaving do your maybe wanna get going now?' You say quietly.

'Sure.' Loki replies.

——

You go say goodbye to the girls and their parents before heading to your car.

'Want to talk about what happened?' Loki asks.

'I-I just don't want you to leave me.' You mumble holding back tears.

'No matter what it is I will never leave you ok? You can trust me.' Loki comforts.

'I uh.' You mumble.

'Take your time.' Loki says softly, resting a hand on your thigh.

'I can't have that, what they have I can't, I can't have kids.' You say in a whisper like voice embarrassed by your truth.

'Darling I-.'

'I don't know why I'm just, I'm broken I, my body can't do it, even though it's the one thing women are supposed to do, I-I can't. It won't happen for me.' You say the tears you were holding back escaping.

'Hey it's ok my love, it's ok.' Loki says pulling you into his arms. You sit down on his lap in the car and he holds you to his chest. 'That's ok I'm not going anywhere I'm not leaving you ok? Your not broken sometimes some things can't happen to some people but there are other options if you want. It is all your choice, no matter what you decide I will be by your side the whole time.' Loki calmly soothes you.

'Thanks Loki I'm really sorry.'

'No you don't need to apologise, ever ok?' Loki says gently but sternly at the sad time.

'Ok.'

'Wanna go home and rest we can figure this out another time, there are many options but it's all up to you. You don't need to worry about anything.' Loki whispers using magic to teleport himself into the driver seat and put your seatbelt on before driving back home.