Loki x Yn imagines/ oneshots

Loki controls what you eat

You have been struggling with an ed recently and Loki has really helped and supported you. You have been working through recovery with Loki and today he was going to control what you est and portions. You had done fear foods before which was hard but you were very proud of yourself. You knew today was the chosen day he was going to chose what you ate and you were quite nervous to see what he chose and how much. You were lying in bed and Loki was getting you both breakfast.

'Hi darling I got breakfast. I made you 2 waffles and there's maple syrup if you want and ice cream. If you can't finish it all you can have a break and take your time love, don't worry. First I just want to ask you something. Are you hungry? Does your body feel hungry? Not what your head says. Your body.' Loki says sitting down next to you.

'Yes I'm hungry like my stomach feels empty I guess but my brain feels like it's too much and it's too many calories.' You say softly.

'That's ok baby, that's normal I'm proud of you. Make sure if later in the day if your feeling hungry you tell me and I can get you some food.' Loki replies handing you your plate as you take the first bite. It tastes delicious but it is hard to eat it. You pour in some maple syrup and put the icecream on top taking another bite. It tastes really good and it's hard not to eat it. You hand begins to shake a bit but you take a couple deal breaths and continue eating.

Eventually you finish your plate without much struggle and you can tell your finding it easier to eat.

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Now it was morning tea and Loki had given you a banana and 2 cookies. You are that but it was still a bit hard as you haven't eaten morning tea in ages.

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Lunch was a hard one, some food you had really been avoiding eating which made you quite nervous. Loki went and got you some nuggets and chips from McDonald's. You really didn't want to eat them and you sat there with them infront of you for a minute as Loki rubbed your back.
'What are you nervous about?' Loki asks.

'I just, I haven't really eaten this for a long time and my brain knows it's something that's not healthy and might make me gain weight you know.' You answer softly.

'That's ok I can understand that. You take your time, you don't have to finish it all but I think it will be important to try some. This used to be your favourite food and you know it doesn't taste bad.' Loki says making you feel better about.

You slowly take a bite and you put of some tv to distract you while you eat. You eat the chips first and slowly eat the nuggets dipping them in sauce. Loki stated by your side being extremely patient and congratulating you when your done.

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Next was dinner and for this you were going to have some spaghetti which you were really nervous about. Spaghetti was another food you really avoided and was one of your fear foods. Loki didn't give you too big of a serving but it still looked really big too you. You sat down with Loki and wrapped some around your fork looking at it. You took some deep breaths and squeezed Lokis hand. The thing that made it worse was the fact you had already eaten a lot of food today. Your breathing quicken and Loki noticed this. He pushed the plate away and sat you in his lap. 'Deep breaths love, focus on your breathing. Your doing really good.' Loki whispers as you take a bite. Tears start to fall as you see what your ed has done to you but you continue eating.

'Sorry Loki I can't finish.' You say

'That's on why don't we bring it over to the couch and watch some tv thet might help take your mind of it so you can try eating a bit more?' Loki asks.

'Ok.'

You go over to the couch and while watching tv you end up finishing.

'Do you want some dessert darling?' Loki asks.

'Maybe just a bit.' You answer

Loki gets you a small bowl of ice cream and you take your time to eat it while watching tv with Loki as he plays with your hair. After eating you go up and have a shower then get ready for bed.

You lie down on Lokis chest and run your fingers through his damp hair.

'I'm so proud of how you did today darling, you did really well.' Loki whisperers.

'Thanks I had a pretty good day I think I did really well.' You reply.

'Yea you did. You get some rest darling.' Loki says kissing your forehead.