Loki x Yn imagines/ oneshots

Loki finds you smoking again

You were on the balcony smoking and drinking as Loki had gone out to help Thor with some stupid thing he managed to do, probably got a stuck in a mashing machine again. You had told Loki you quit, and you did for a while but recently lots has been happening and you couldn't help it. At first it was sharing a cigarette on a friend you used to smoke with at their grave, next it was when Loki when shopping, then when Loki was on a mission, then when you were feeling sad and then now. It hadn't been many cigarettes but you knew Loki would be mad. When you were younger your parents mistreated you and you got into smoking and drinking at a young age.
It took you some time to stop and you did, occasionally when life was really tough you would have a cigarette but Loki managed to get you to stop. You would have a drink occasionally, or when you were really struggling but it wasn't as bad as smoking. Still now you do drink when your having issues but you were slowly stopping. Mostly it was an occasional drink at starks party or on a date with Loki. You had been sober for 1month and a half with smoking and you were planning on stopping after this but you were overwhelmed with grief. You sat there smoking as you cried,
you felt bad knowing Loki would be mad but also knowing how mad you were at yourself. But to be honest as you smoked you kind of forgot about all that, it went from one, to 2, to 3 , to 4 and now you were up to your 7th. It hadn't been long since Loki had left and you didn't expect him to be back for a little while, you told yourself you were doing to stop after this one but you didn't really believe it. You had been drinking a lot as well, that's probably how you decided to just smoke one but you couldn't stop, now you were clearly drunk. You were scared for Lokis reaction but didn't know what to do. You decided you were just going to throw them off the balcony or something. But then you heard someone behind you. 'Yn?' You turned around and held the cigarette behind your back. 'L-Loki, I thought you were going to help Thor.' You say nervously
'He managed to get himself unstuck this time. Someone should help him figure out how to work that washing machine, but it won't be me.' Loki says
As you laugh a bit trying to stay on the topic of Thor but Loki knows.
'Darling, hand me the cigarettes.' Loki says sternly.
'Loki please I'm sorry I just-.' You stutter about to cry again. Loki comes you to hug you and removes them from the hand behind your back. Loki gently rubbing your back trying to assure you it's ok. He turns look at you in the eyes.
'Yn, when did you relapse?' He asks gently.
'No stop please I don't want to talk about it I didn't mean to I just miss her.' You say as you slide down Lokis legs crying.
'Hey, hey it's ok I'm not mad at you it's not your fault it's normal to take a step back sometimes, it's ok. I'm here I'm not mad, I'm not going anywhere.' Loki says holding you close. You slowly stop crying and whisper. 'Last week. I haven't had many before today.'
'How many did you have today?' Loki whispers back.
'7.'
'Ok thank you for telling me darling I'm very proud of you, your doing so good.' You smile slightly in Lokis touch. He can tell your very drunk as well and doesn't want to overwhelm you so he slowly carries you to bed and tucks you in. He cleans up outside and gets rid of the rest of the cigarettes in the house. He comes back to see you lying awake.
'Are you ok baby?' He asks and you nod.
'I'm a bit drunk tho.. heh sorry.'
'It's ok darling.' Loki laughs. As he climbs into bed with you.