You had previously been in an abusive relationship and for a while didn't think you had a choice in what happened during seggs or if you wanted it or not. Loki had told you that you could say no whenever and he would never make you do something you weren't comfortable with but you still didn't really know what to say or how he would react. Previously if you said no to your old partner he would keep going and you would put up with it. You were nervous to say no. Loki and yourself had done it before and you had never not wanted too. Besides the last time you did it. You didn't truely want to but didn't say anything, you weren't in any pain you just didn't feel like it at the time. Loki did nothing wrong and asked you if you wanted to multiple times and you agreed even though you didn't actually want to. Today you and Loki had just gotten out of the shower and we're lying on the bed making out before Loki asked you if you were in the mood and you said you were. Loki had his fingers inside you and was kissing your collar bone before he began to position him self. You knew you should speak now. You didn't know what to say. Loki had asked you and you said it was ok, your weren't in any pain and believed you had no reason to say no. But you knew you didn't want to.
'N-no.' You say softly and Loki instantly stops and pulls away. 'I- ah no no I'm sorry you can keep going if you want, I'm sorry.' You quickly stutter instantly regretting it.
'No no hey, shh it's ok. You don't have to go anything you don't want to do. Anything.' Loki reassures you quickly kissing your check.
'No I'm sorry it's not my place as the girl to say no, it's my job, your the man, it's your choice.'
'Hey no no darling, no. It is always your choice too. Both partners must be ok with it. I would never do something after you said no. I'm so proud of you baby.' Loki whispers.
'Ok- thank you, I'm sorry I didn't mean to-.'
You get cut off.'I am so proud of you for telling me, I know it must of been hard but it's very important you tell me ok. You did nothing wrong you don't have to apologise. Do you want to have some snuggles?' He asks.
'Yes please, after do you want to watch a movie or read a book?' You reply softly crawling onto his chest and resting your face in his neck.
'Of course darling.' Loki says as he runs his fingers through your hair.
As you lay there Loki massages your back telling you how beautiful you are and how he will always listen if you chose not to do anything. 'I love you more than anything bubs.' Loki whispers.
'I love you too.' You smile.
'I-I just have to ask. You don't have to answer. Have we ever, um have we ever done something but you didn't want to and you didn't tell me.' Loki asks looking into your eyes but you look down a bit and he frowns. 'Darling I-.'
'I'm sorry I didn't tell you Loki, I don't know why I didn't I guess I was, I was scared I don't know why I was I'm sorry.' You say quickly.
'No, you should never have to be sorry, I am sorry if I ever made you feel like I wouldn't listen or I made you feel afraid. I will always listen to you.' Loki says placing kisses on your chin then up to your lips.
'Thank you, it wasn't because of you. You didn't do anything wrong. Do you want watch a movie?' You ask.
'Sure.' Loki says helping you sit up as hr turns the tv on, hugging you tightly.
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Loki x Yn imagines/ oneshots
Ficção AdolescenteLoki and Yn imagines, short stories in each imagine. It's not a series but let me know if you want me to make one. I upload daily and I do take requests. I'm just starting out and I have lots of ideas and parts coming on the way. Please let me know...