Loki helps you when your feeling insecure

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You stand there looking in the mirror. Loki is downstairs making dinner. You really don't want to eat it. Looking at your body thinking 'wow, I really like this, how could Loki be happy settling for me, god I'm the ugly person I've ever seen. I should really eat less.' Grabbing your stomach fat, flicking your thighs and under arms, pushing down on your jaw line. How can some people look so fucking perfect? Tears started to form in your eyes s you looked down at your body. You couldn't even look at yourself.
'Baby, dinner is ready.' Loki shouts but hears no response he walks into your bathroom and notices the door is locked. 'Yn? Can you please let me in.' Loki asks
'I'll be out in a second.' You say hurriedly trying to catch your breath. Loki can tell something is wrong so unlocks the door and walks in.
'Hey, it's ok, you don't have to hide from me darling.' Loki says as you try to turn away and wipe your tears. 'Please tell me what's wrong my love.' He asks.
'No Loki it's ok I'm just feeling a bit tired and sick.' You say as you begin to walk out of your bathroom and sit down on the bed you and Loki share.
'Are you going to tell me what's actually wrong?' Loki replies pulling you into onto his lap.
'I just don't really like how I look in my clothes, I just- just yea. I don't really look great at the moment.' You say looking away.
'That's ok to feel that way, it's normal don't be ashamed. But I must say every time I look at you I think to myself holy shit! That is one beautiful bitch and that's my bitch, I got you!' Loki kisses your forehead pulling you in close. It still doesn't really help but you appreciate he's trying to help.
'Thanks.'
'It's ok to feel a bit insecure sometimes, don't let it consume you. It's really hard le sometimes when you can't see how perfect you are but I'm here to try my best to show you that you are the most beautiful person in the 9 realms. If you really don't believe you I must show you. Stand up!'
'No Loki I just don't really feel pretty right now like all those other beautiful asgardian women and all those perfect people just everywhere. You don't deserve to be stuck with me. I-I just hate my body, I hate myself I can't even look at myself without thinking how fucking ugly I am, it's all I see all the time.'
'I see your body everyday and I think it's perfect.'
'You have to say that.' You say trying to walk away but Loki grabs your arm.
'Baby your perfect, I love you eyes, your brows, your lips, your teeth, your nose, your cheeks, your ears, your forehead, your hair, your back, your stomach, your arms, your legs, your butt, your boobs, your shape. Your cute nose scrunch, the way you smile with your whole face, your laugh, the way your hair moves, your caring heart, your dancing, your thinking face, the way you bite your nails and fiddle with your ring, your hugs and kisses, your snuggles, the way your so selfless, kind, cute, funny and have such a big heart. I love you so much.'
'Stop, please. Your just saying that. No one really thinks that.' You reply.
'I have no idea what the others think but I truly think that you are perfect. If you don't see that I will spend everyday of the rest of my life trying to make you see it.' You sit down in his arms as he rocks you back and fourth while playing with your hair.
'Say it.' Loki turns your chin to look at him.
'Say what?' You ask confused.
'I Yn ln do not give 2 shits about how others see my body because I know I am beautiful and my amazing boyfriend Loki knows it too.' Loki says.
'No.' You say turning away.
'Oh come on! Your perfect just say it! At least say "my body is perfect and my fantastic boyfriend Loki knows it." Loki said kissing your forehead over and over.
'My body is good and my fantastic boyfriend Loki thinks so too.'

'URGH! Your not saying it properly!' Loki replies standing you both up.
'My body is.. - perfect and my fantastic boyfriend Loki knows it.'

'He does.' Loki says throwing tou up in the air.
'You are not any of those cruel things you say about yourself you are so perfect.' Loki said.

'Fine Loki.' You say laying back down on the bed patting the spot next to you as Loki sits down with you. 'Do you want to watch a movie bub?' You ask leaning over to grab the remote.

'Always.' Loki leans over to get some snacks from his bedside table as you put on the movie. Loki cuddles you close to his not letting go. He looks down at you as you smile watching the movie. Thinking how lucky he is to have someone like you. Loki fiddles with your fingers as he watches. You slowly start to nod off as Loki turns off the movie and pulls you under the covers. He takes the snacks off the bed and turns off the lights. Holding you to his chest while you begin to fall asleep in his arms listening to kiss breathing. He traces small circles on the body whispering how much he loves you into your ears.

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