The reason i hold on.

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Some fluff,

Olivia has been feeling upset all week because of the whole brother thing and her voicemail she left him she never won't regret what she said

Amanda's pov

I was at my desk me and liv are the only ones in we never had a quiet night like this I looked over and saw liv looking out the window in her office the window where you can see the city of New York. She looked upset from the way she was standing but it's hard to tell someone's body language when they aren't facing your way she grabbed a tissue and wiped her eye im guessing she's crying? I got up and walked towards her office I knocked.

Olivia, come in. She said I forwardly walked into the big office she was crying in the room felt hot and warm she looked a mess not in a rude way.

Amanda, what's wrong liv? You been crying I can tell. I said she sighed she's never been upset more than her brother so asking what's wrong was stupid.

Olivia: my brother he was the only family I had left and the voicemail I sent him makes me hurt inside. She said she's never vented but I wouldn't except her to it would take hours I've been there for most of the things.

Amanda, okay..I can sit with you and we can talk if you want? comfort you a little bit that's all. I said she smiled and nodded.

Liv, it's okay amanda I'm fine I just you know how this goes. She says slowly I wanna be there for her but I don't wanna push anything

Amanda, Liv, let me be there for you we're together you know and I wanna be there for someone I love. I said softly she smiled we sat on the floor as she cried into my chest I could feel the waterfall of tears coming down my chest she was crying really hard I held her close to me I kissed her forehead. "Liv it's okay he loved you okay?" I said she moved her head away from my chest,

Liv: I..I know Amanda it's just how could the last person you had in your family be the last one you said mean things to..she said wiping her tears I pulled her into my head and kissed her head "everything is okay." I said she nodded.

She fell asleep on my chest on the floor in her office I guess crying does make you a bit tired hm? I stood us up thank God for me being a little strong cause she's not fat she's tall tho and heavy so I tried my best not to drop her while grabbing the keys to unlock the car I walked outside and unlocked it I put her in the passenger I closed the door and ran back in the precinct for our phones purses and jackets I put everything in the back seat of the car and started the car I pulled out and to my place I texted Lucy off her phone if she could stay the night my nanny wasn't free today so Lucy has the girls.

We pulled in and I had everything in a tiny back and the jackets hanging onto the bag I closed the door with pushing into it and now we had to walk upstairs the doorman opened the door for us and I walked inside he helped me up the stairs as well as he saw the sleeping Olivia in my hands I'm surprised she didn't wake up I didn't wanna wake her either. We walked upstairs and he helped us with the door i thanked him and he also closed it for us I laid her down in the room on the bed now I had to change her cause I can't leave her in a vest jeans with a T-shirt I grabbed pajama pants and a white shirt.

It took me a while she change her cause she almost woke up several times I pulled the blanket over her and I grabbed my own clothes and went in the bathroom to take a shower I did that and changed into my pajamas everything is calm for a little bit I walked out and saw Olivia awake sitting up rubbing her eyes I slowly walked into the room and she looked up and saw me.

Liv: how did we get..here? She asked tiredly "I carried you into the car and up here" I said she smiled "generous of you." She said softly i smiled and climbed in bed i held her in my arms close to me she smiled and got closer to me she laid ontop of me and held her arms all the way around me I had my arms around her.

Liv, thank you. She said I made a confused face.

Amanda, for what? I asked. "For being someone I know I love and don't have to have trust issues with. I love you Amanda. She said I smiled "I love you too princess." I said she smiled.

Part 2 of college x teacher soon not sure when cause I haven't started I will around 5:00

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