Addicting Love

| T W E N T Y - T W O |

I really fucking hate the sound of beeping. I wish the sound never existed. I hate when it's so quiet all you hear is beeping. Fucking beeping.

Fred took me to the hospital right away. I got rushed into a room and taken away from Fred. They stuck needles in me and I got a ultrasound done as someone physically checked me out.

Then I passed out.

That was great.

When I came too, I was in my own private room with Fred beside me. He was holding my hand, and when I finally processed everything, I started bawling my eyes out.

I didn't know if I had my baby. And I was crying hysterically into his chest.

I can't go through this. I really can't. I can't lose my baby. We've gotten so far.

"It's okay love. It's okay." Freddie said as he kissed my cheek. I shook my head no and hid my face in his chest.

"I lost them." I sobbed.

"No, you didn't love. They're still holding on." He said. I pulled back from his chest and sniffled, hiccuped, then sniffled again.

"Wh- what?" I asked.

He kissed my forehead then sat back down on the chair that was right beside the bed. I was sat up straight and looking at him. I held onto his hand with one hand and put my other hand on my stomach. I felt no movement, but I felt something.

"They did an ultrasound on you princess. You passed out. When they brought you into here, they told me there is an issue and that they're looking over how to resolve it. They said they aren't going to let you lose this baby. Okay? Everything is going to be okay."

"Did they tell you about the ultrasound? Did the baby lose a limb- did their heart stop beating."

"I don't know anything." He said.

I saw his eyes were a little red, like he was holding on just like me, but was doing a better job.

I moved my hand from my bump to the side of his cheek, then a tear rolled down his cheek. I wiped away his tear and he gave my hand a little squeeze. "It's going to be okay Bee." He whispered.

I nodded as a whole fucking sea of silent tears rolled down my cheeks. "I really fucking hope so."

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15 minutes later a doctor and a whole army of nurses were in the room. I was still holding onto Fred's hand when the doctor took his position at the end of my bed.

"How are you feeling Mrs. Weasley?" He asked as I nurse pulled out my IV. I flinched but was fine.

"Better." I said honestly.

"That's great to hear." He said. "I'm happy to say, that everything is going to be okay with you and your baby. All your tests shows that you've taken all your medicine everyday since they were given to you. Your baby is growing steadily. They're a little small, but they're looking healthy in there."

"Oh thank god." I said, but still held a firm grip on Fred's hand. 

"Now, I'm going to tell you something that is going to scare you both, but I assure you this problem will be resolved in under 24 hours. Okay?"

I gave him a nod.

"In your ultrasound, it showed your baby was healthy, like I said. Strong and steady heartbeat. Everything is looking good. The thing is, your body can't hold on to this baby for much longer. It's starting to fight off the medicine you are taking... meaning like last time, your body is trying to fight off this baby."