12. Is He the One?

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Flashback (part 3)

*This was after they had sex. They was having a talk and yes, Rens was figuring out that she actually had feelings for him and he had always loved her*

K: So I need to know, was this revenge sex or just because you needed to use me for sex to escape Keldren?
Me: *looks* I'm sorry I didn't mean to upset you. I wasn't trying to use you. Yeah, I wanted revenge but I never wanted you to feel used. I didn't mean to basically rape you, oh my God did I force you?! I did! I'm very sorry!
K: No no I mean I don't mind, it was great but I just wanted to know if I need to make up a story or what...just in case. Use me for sex whenever you want and need to. I didn't feel forced really either.
Me: Thanks? *Chuckles* should I be flattered? He'll kill me for sure if he finds out though...
K: *looks* I hope he doesn't but if he hurts you or even kills you....I'll kill him
Me: Kailer, you can't
K: you're worth jail time
Me: Now I'm flattered
K: *Snickers* I didn't wear a condom and I came in you...
Me: Worst happens I get pregnant. I don't fucking care, I always said I get pregnant at 15 anyways. Evren is my child so let's give her a little sister *laughs*
K: Little sister huh?
Me: Or little brother, I just assume you make girls more so
K: *laughs* thanks for the confidence of making a son
Me: you're very welcomed

*They laid there laughing and making jokes before he got up and left for the night. Is Rens going to break up with Keldren? If she does, will she stay gone from him? Let's find out*

End of Flashback

Day 100 of being sick and not better! GOD HELP ME! My skin is dry and when it gets dried, it gets very itchy and irritated so now I got to go put some lotion on it.

I was in the bathroom for an hour. I thought I was going to throw up sitting there. My stomach was fucking killing me. I think I may a new best friend, we'll talk about that later on.

I wonder if my mama is going to come today...I really need her to. Plus I love and miss her. So my mama didn't show up today and I haven't really heard from her ass today either so fuck me running. YES, I'M AN EMO BUT COUNTRY GIRL TOO!

I'm going to do a Christmas countdown here for y'all too. It will probably be pictures or maybe songs that represents Christmas for y'all. Please be respectful about it. Yes, I celebrate Christmas and if you don't it's okay too!!

Day 1 of Christmas countdown

The Internet is fucking up and going out today which I fucking hate! I got shit to fucking do that involves internet and it goes out then I'll forget when I actually remember

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The Internet is fucking up and going out today which I fucking hate! I got shit to fucking do that involves internet and it goes out then I'll forget when I actually remember.

*If y'all got a notification that I updated or however they word it for you guys about yesterday's page. I'm so sorry, I deleted that "update" because it was meant for today's page*

I'm slowly dying and believing that it's my time to go. Yes, I have heard I'm dramatic :'] Mostly when I'm sick. I might actually freeze the fuck to death.

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