Dead Fighter

49. What's Up for this Week

3-19-23

Baby shower is today! I don't know how it will go but let's find out! So we was running late and live the furthest away and WE STILL MANAGED TO BE THE FIRST ONES TO THE SHOWER! I have been in a damn pissy mood all day because mama pissed me off but I got over that but her damn boyfriend pissed me off more today then Leslie and Mama's boyfriend's brother always pisses me off.

3-20-23

I think today is the day they sign adoption papers for Leslie. I have always and will always hate Leslie and I don't want us to share mothers but I found out he was being bullied by a girl who is younger than him and it pissed me off. I have always been bullied and still am to this day. I slept all day once I went to sleep. I don't feel good.

3-21-23

I still don't feel good but right now I'm burning up while my feet are ice cold. Why is my Wattpad when I write acting like a piece of shit? It took forever to save and when I finally went back it said "last updated yesterday". So I'm determined my niece will come on one of my days I am betting on. The 19th which was the baby shower was one day. She didn't come and today is another so let's just see how today goes.

3-22-23

Apparently I'm not the only one having Wattpad struggles. I don't wanna delete this app because I love it but I will if I gotta I guess :'( Anyways, my sister went to doctor yesterday and she was dilated to a 1 but inside was a 3-3 1/2. Doctor said she probably won't make it to April but within 2 weeks she will be here. I say tomorrow or 26th she will be but who knows? Only the baby and God does.

3-23-23

Today has been shitty!

3-24-23

I finally caught up! Let's see how long that can last! Hope today is better...I just want my niece to come already! I have a feeling she'll wait until the 1st! Which is Wrestlemania! Nevermind today wasn't better, I have need anxious all day and my phone not working is an issue to me!

3-25-23

So I'm going to sleep after 10 A.M. I have a lot to do so I won't be back on today because I have a lot of things going on and I am not feeling too good at all so...I'm sorry guys!! <3 My anxiety is another thing too...

*I'm publishing this page for y'all already. I will try to do more pages in another story too but right now I need to get my mind off things so I don't know when I'll be back or be okay again :'( I love y'all though!!! If you pray or believe in something like that then do a prayer or whatsoever for me please!!!*