Dead Fighter

54. I have NO HOPE

4-23-23

I been up since 11 something this morning and it's 3:06 P.M. I think I'm going to go back to sleep, I would say nap but it's more of sleep than a little nap. My head is killing me though.

4-24-23

I accidentally put yesterday's on the 22nd so here I am finally uploading it 2 days later and had to fix yesterday's. Yesterday we was supposed to go see Lexi but instead Harper stayed the fuck in bed so me and mama was upset which I wished she would've went without him because I hate him. I ended up babysitting Leslie, I'm going to start making someone pay me because he isn't my responsibility and I don't give a fuck about him. I'm in a very depression state and I really missed my sister yesterday that I wanted to cry about it. I'm not okay. I think I'm going to go shower. This damn phone is acting up with my apps again! We going to see Lexi! It be better if we didn't have Leslie with us!

4-25-23

We still ain't made it home, close but not yet. I don't feel good at all. Harper isn't going to work *rolls eyes* because he has a broken thumb and the doctor said if they don't give him easier work because it isn't healing then he needs to be off for 3 weeks. HE DIDN'T EVEN TALK TO HIS WORK! He is so God damn lazy!

4-26-23

Harper hit me twice trying to hit Leslie. Harper is going back to work Friday evening (I think that's the day) because they miss him and need him. My brother's new pit bull puppy, Joy, he had for a month died from Parvo. I loved her! Now I miss her!

4-27-23

I ain't feeling very good at all. My damn phone isn't wanting to fucking work now! What the fuck is wrong with these pieces of shit?! One moment it's kinda working, next it's not! Like what the fuck!! I AM ABOUT TO SLAM IT!

4-28-23

My fucking day is GREAT! Not really...Hulu logged me out and won't let me back in. I tried talking to a guy, he likes chubby women but he wasn't looking in general and I said I'd wait and he said we could stay friends but I guess he unfriended me. So I went on which I'm kinda sad because he was handsome and I wanted to stay friends so I guess he didn't but maybe the storm did it or maybe he did, I don't know. I might try again later or not, matters. I want to cry now though! Harper goes back to work tonight! THANK GOD!!

4-29-23

No fucking internet so my life been miserable for hours now!