70. Pain

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8-13-23

My nose just started pouring blood for no damn reason!!

8-14-23

Nothing ever works anymore these days! I'm in so much pain! My sister and them going home later :'( I'll miss them to be honest!

8-15-23

I am so sick to my stomach!

8-16-23

My life is just getting more shitty and shitty everyday NO MATTER HOW FAITHFUL, HOPEFUL, AND POSITIVE I AM! I just need a very very VERY long vacation. I don't know what else to do! It isn't even my fault yet it always gotta be my problem! I swear if I lose my best friend over it, no one will like me! I ain't doing this damn shit when I am TRYING TO MOVE ON WITH MY FUCKING LIFE!

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8-17-23

Went to the fair yesterday. I ain't prepared for today but I decided that I'm just going to go mute and keep my damn mouth shut. I ain't fighting. I ain't doing anything anymore, I'm just going to live my depressing life for the rest of my life. Maybe it will be easier day by day...

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8-18-23

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8-19-23

I decided that I need to help myself heal. It's going to be a hard challenge and I'm going to have a lot of bad days but I need to heal and get back into the right direction!!! <3 Guess I'm going to wake my brother up then go to bed.

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