20. I'll Be Okay, Right?

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Zaiyan's Flashback/POV (part 5)

*Zaiyan does have kids. He doesn't talk about them because his kids (first two) died in a fire and he doesn't like remembering that trauma part of his past about his kids*

My mom overdosed when I was 11, leaving it just me and dad.

By the time I became 15 years old, I was on drugs, drinking heavily, partying, never gave an actual shit and my attitude was much worse but the abuse got WAY worse.

When I was 12 years old, I met Rowan and little did I know he was related to my brothers Uriah and Gunnar, I think Uriah knew because I would visit his house a lot so he was like my best friend too. Him and Robin (his ex wife now) was on and off. He actually had his own house to get away from her and he had business to tend to of his own or whatever at the time.

To be honest, I visited Uri more than Row but you know things happened however.

My dad found out that me and Row fucked once when I was 14. He stormed in my room and slapped me across the face. I made a whimper sniffle like sound. He grabbed my face hard and goes, "are you fucking crying?!" and before I right before I could say no, he started hitting and kicking me right there in the damn floor.

He ripped my clothes off he gripped tightly onto my hair and started beating me with the metal part of his belt. After he was done beating me, he pinned my head and body down, then he started fucking me, I was screaming in pain while he called me a "faggot" nonstop.

I blamed Row because it was his idea to have sex in the first place because I was curious of my sexuality and if I was interested in males too.

End of Zaiyan's Flashback/POV

*Read tomorrow's chapter to see the rest*

Day 9 of Christmas countdown

Day 9 of Christmas countdown

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Casi won't leave me alone. At 1:15 A.M., I had to blow my mattress back up. It fucking sucks. I feel like I'm going to throw up.

I been in my room all day. I slept a lot today then I started painting my wooden gun. We went for a ride then I started on my gun again. I just ain't been me today, guess new home I ain't used to. I'm really sorry for my pages sucking and I will start my new books soon when I get more furniture in my room. Please be patient.

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