Dead Fighter

23. Is He Okay?...

Uriah's POV (part 1)

*This is Uriah's reaction before and after he found the note of Zaiyan running away. You may just notice how much of a fatherly figure he is for his little brother, he started getting an relationship with*

I got up because I told Zaiyan we could hang out and he seemed upset about yesterday so I was going to keep my word to him. I started some coffee and went to sit down at the table when I noticed a key and note with Zaiyan's black ring he always wore. I felt panic inside me because he could've been kidnapped or worse he might've ended his life!

I open the note and read it...the note said,

"Dear Uriah,

I'm sorry I brought you into my mess about my dad. I didn't tell you the full truth about him and I feel like I might've ruin it with you because I grew to you. I don't know if you knew the full truth but I'm you're half brother and you have been the most father, I've ever had. You loved me and I never knew what love was. I lost a lot in my life and I'll never ever get it back. Well technically I lost all my life spending it in foster care, foster homes, then I grew up in an abusive home. My only mother I had, she overdosed when I was 11 but she let my dad abuse me too. They never loved me. I never cried until I was 10 years old and I was raped by one of my dad's friends daughter. She got me drunk and she was sober, she took my virginity and I cried myself to sleep that night and didn't know I was crying. Me and Rowan had fucked and that's why we got some distant in our friendship because I blamed him for it being his idea because I was wondering if I was interested in guys too. My dad found out and he beat me, called me a "faggot", and he raped me too. The night showed up, I couldn't handle it anymore, I grew my balls back and told him no when he wanted me to cook dinner for him which he only criticized my cooking anyways. He beat me and threw me against everything, I don't know what I stabbed him with but I did when he was choking me out until it was going black. I didn't know when I was running where I was going but I happened to show up at you're house and I am very much grateful for the care and protection you gave me since that night. I really hope you can forgive me for leaving but I decided I needed to run away so I wasn't found and put back in the system. I never felt like I belong until it was with you but I can't have you in my mess anymore. I don't know if I'll ever come back or if you will ever see me again but for you're sake, I hope you see me at least one more time so we can have a proper goodbye. I want you to keep my ring so you'll have a piece of me right now.

I love you very much Uriah and I don't know what real love really is still. It's confusing for me still.

Love you're brother or son,

Zaiyan Callahan"

As tears fell from my eyes, I grabbed my fucking keys and made calls. I couldn't lose him. I loved him too much and I needed him in my life. I have to find him before it's too late.

8 hours later

I finally came back home with no luck at all. My guys couldn't find any trace of him, not even tracking his phone down helped at all. He was too smart too. He was like me, he knew what to do but now I need to play the games too if I wanted to find him, safe and alive.

I never gave him his day with me. I never felt so much guilt in my whole life. I made a decision that actually made me regret it.

End of Uriah's POV

*Do you think Uriah will ever get over him? You think his guilt will disappear? Will he fine ever find Zaiyan? Guess we'll have to wait and find out what all happens next*

Day 12 of Christmas countdown

I unpacked again and now I'm fucking exhausted.

All I'm going to say is pray for my family because I know others stalk me and it isn't any of their business. So please pray!!!