65. My Life May Be Changing

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7-9-23

I may be leaving this place. Harper isn't anything but an narcissistic asshole who abuses us. Not physically to me and maybe mum, I ain't too sure of that one but to Leslie. I sent a note out in the pouring rain that said, "SOS I fear for my life" Hoping someone would've seen and came to it but I doubt so. It's like living my childhood all over and it sends me into a full blown mental breakdown but I gotta be quiet about it. Me now is strong my little me comes out when she needs to stay the fuck in! ANYWAYS yesterday my TV got a black line on top of it running across it. My phone isn't wanting to work but it's very cloudy and a 50% chance of rain.

7-10-23

We took my niece home today and I really miss her very much even though I'm tired as fuck. I was up for 13 hours, no sleep then slept for 4 hours and it's been 7 hours since I woke up so I may take a nap

7-11‐23

N O T   A V A I L A B L E ! ! ! ! ! ! ! !

7‐12‐23

Nothing is working out for me. My anxiety is bad and everything.

7‐13‐23

Thunderstorm today!

7‐14‐23

Mama had a seizure yesterday and it scared the fuck out of me because I thought she was gone...

7‐15‐23

I am very exhausted! I woke my brother up at 8:30 and now I got to wait until 12 before I can Bre and I WANT TO SLEEP! It's 10:37 A.M. and I feel my eyes trying to shut. Harper is off work until Tuesday. I can't wait for him to go back!

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