Dead Fighter

4. The Eves of the Days

*This is me talking about Kel and K. This isn't necessary a flashback but more of a Point of View to myself really. I want y'all to hear what I think or say to myself because y'all deserve to know*

My POV

Keldren was always my "big brother" until we got together.
I was stupid to trust him though but I trusted him.
He introduced me and K but he got mad because we got along very well, we hit it off that instant.
K would sneak me on rides with him and he shared his cigarettes with me and his dip of snuff.
Keldren and K always fought and it was always about me.
He once told K, "you shouldn't get her addicted drinking or anything you do Kailer!"
I was 14 years old, I surely didn't want to be treated like I was his little girl.
Before I had gotten with Keldren, me and K had sex.
K actually took my virginity and I know I shouldn't have been having sex even at 14 and all but I thought I deserved my own life, like I been raising my god damn self all my life. I fucking hated being treated like some little girl and I still do up to this day and I'm an adult!
K made me (and still does) feel important. He never ever has forced me into shit. He was always gentle until I said otherwise to him.
A week later after I lost my virginity to my best friend, I got with Keldren...for a fucking terrible ass year.
Keldren always got mad because I never wanted to have sex with him.
He forced me in different ways and different things...he did very bad shit to me and some was things he accused K of doing to me.

I started freshman year (first year of high school).
I was a bitch and cold-hearted (like I am now :] just in case you didn't notice) and I was also didn't fucking care.
I was suicidal and depressed (etc).
Rumor shit happened at school and I apparently wished "Bre was dead" then told that Bre was gonna fight me and I left during first period so I don't know how!
I was prepared to fight Bre (who is my best friend now) even though we was becoming friends and I never fucking said it or if I did, I truly never ever fucking meant it.
I came home and for a year (now years) I watched my little ginger headed girl grow the fuck up!... (I didn't give her permission to grow up).
To numb the pain, I partied with K and them (our other friends) and of course my kids was one of my only happiness.

*Kailer was a gentleman compared to Keldren. Yes, I am very upset that my kids grew up RIGHT in front of my eyes. That really fucking sucks!*

End of my POV

Mer informed me that she wanted to do the gender reveal tomorrow because they can't wait for the gender anymore. I don't mind, I already knew what I wanted to do to announce it to them but I had to pack up the shit to be ready for morning time of leaving. I even had to get shit ready for Casi because I can't leave him home and I wouldn't dare to either.