Dead Fighter

35. Was I Wrong?

Uriah's POV (part 2)

I started explaining to Zaiyan and everyone else what truly happened of me and Zai's mother.

Me: My father was holding your mom hostage and my dad and your grandfather was talking deals and I took care of your mom. I washed her and fed her, we became very very close and one night we went as far as sex. I didn't force her and we fell for each other. I gave her my number and we talked even after she went back home. She told me she was pregnant and it was mine. We made plans to run away because your grandfather didn't want anyone knowing about you and she was proud of you, she truly was and so was I. I hated my wife and we hated our shitty lifestyles. I was going to be a dad to you. I wanted to be an husband to her in the future and I loved yall dearly. When you was born, she died giving birth to you and NO it wasn't your fault, shit like that happens. I was going to be your dad but I found out that her dad gave you to my dad and he didn't want you and I didn't know where but he put you in a foster home and I was determined to get you back. I was lucky when Row and you became friends or whatever. I wasn't using you but to become buddies with you was the only way I knew to get you in my life. When you came to me that melted my heart. I loved you and I still do. I know you're an adult but I wanna be you're father still. You will always be my son no matter what Zaiyan.
Zai: *hugs him crying* I would fucking love that...
Me: *smiles and hugs back* I love you son
Zai: I love you too dad

He wanted me in his life still. I'm so fucking happy I can finally be his father and have him in my life.

End of Uriah's POV

Day 24 of Christmas countdown

My father died at 7:40 A.M. today...hardest shit ever

I came home and slept for hours because it was a rough fucking night long.