Dead Fighter

52. Good or Bad?

4-9-23

I ain't okay to be honest...my anxiety is pretty bad and I'm having an absolutely shitty fucking week! My Wattpad better not start again because I may just lose my god damn mind permanently...I really hate my life right fucking now! Everyone is in a pissy mood today, I couldn't sleep because my brother wouldn't stop fucking calling me and when I tired waking mama up I couldn't get her and he was mad. I fell into a deep sleep and he called me but I didn't hear so.

4-10-23

Today is Mercer's 28th birthday! I woke up some after 5 and I'm ready for bed again and it's 10 minutes til 6. I'm going to use bathroom and take Caspian out then I may go back to bed. I got stuck babysitting fucking Leslie!! My phone isn't working goodly still and I surely don't understand why or know why but it ain't! I may take a break from writing soon and I'll just write something for my missed days because I ain't doing very good anymore nor am I really in a good mood this week...haven't heard from Bre so I think she has no power or internet. I have a feeling soon, ours will mess up again *rolls eyes* I hate everything.

4-11-23

My shit is still being fucking shitty! It's supposed to be warmer later. Damn lactose intolerance is killing me. My side hurts from the built up gas I have. I'm so sleepy, I haven't been asleep since 4 something this morning and it's 5:26 PM. I'm ready for bed and I been busy today. I don't really feel good either.

4-12-23

Harper is at his shit again! I hate piece of shits that make everything about themselves.

4-13-23

My arthritis is hurting me again! Why is my Wattpad like never wants to save my drafts fucking right!?!

4-14-23

I slept most of the night away and I have a busting headache. Harper started his shit again so mama had to deal with him! I'm going to make a huge change in my life soon.

4-15-23

Harper went to the hospital last night and he has a broken thumb and needs surgery so. Hopefully he will go to work later so I don't have to deal with him. My phone acting up now! I swear it's the weather or it's getting too damn hot but it's pissing me the fuck off!!! Leslie is pissing me the fuck off all day today! He acts so fucking weird when he comes near me! I had some mild seizures that I haven't had in awhile. My whole phone isn't working right even with Wattpad so I don't fucking know what else to do. My fucking mouth and whole body head to toe hurts. I'm just going to relax right now.

●G is back! He also has a love interest and a hateful family!

•I am going to end it here because I ain't feeling very well and I'm not in mood for people or much right now..

▪︎I'm going to try writing on "Our Adventures" today or shortly