Rensley Hurley is an young 19 year old girl who wants to show people her life and everything she has overcame in it.
Rens grew up in an toxic abusive home and grew around an toxic manipulative family, relationships, and friendships. You will learn t...
I did something good and it made me happy. I killed my dad.
He wanted dinner and I told him, "cook it your fucking self". He started hitting me and kept on hitting me because I wouldn't cook dinner for him.
He threw me into book cases and other things knocking stuff off everywhere. I was pouring blood and every second hurting worse and worse than ever. He was choking me out on the floor and I was fading right there. Next thing I knew, I grabbed something sharp, I don't know what it was but I grabbed it and stabbed him in the side of the neck, running out of the house not looking back.
After 30 minutes of running, I found myself pounding on a door. The door belonged to the only person I could trust and had. The door swung open and I was barely holding onto the house outside doorway frame before I heard, "Zaiyan! What the hell happened?!"
I fell into his arms and minutes later, I woke up in a bed. He was wiping blood off my face with a rag. Uri gave me a soft gentle smile but I fell so ashamed. I didn't tell him the whole damn truth even though I should've but I just said, "me and my dad just got into a fight and it became violent" then I told him, "I stabbed him and ran. I don't have anyone else Uriah!" He was so loyal that he covered my ass up until I ran away at 16. I did come back at 18 and haven't left since.
End of Zaiyan's Flashback/POV
Fact: Zaiyan's name was Sailor Queen growing up in his dad's home but he was Sailor Rush until he was adopted by his abusive dad.
Day 10 of Christmas countdown
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I need to update some drafts but I am never in the mood to. Fucking bloody hell. I am pissed right now and need to go to bed before I do something I shouldn't. Mama woke me up to come get Caspian. He's been fed and everything now, me and him are going back to bed. It's WAYYYYY too early for me. I'm all stuffy still and not feeling very good so. I'll try writing more and need to start writing "Terra Crying" but it's kinda hard right now for me.
If anyone wants to know, I don't think I'm okay today. I feel so sick and been in the bathroom all fucking day. I'm freezing to death too. So either I'm got food poisoning, pregnant, or maybe Leslie got me sick again, damn bastard. I added a guy off TikTok on Snapchat and he's pretty cute but I know he'll never go for it like I want to. So this guy, he um....he isn't single. He is transgender and his name is Journi Forrest and he's 19 like me. We're friends but I was bummed because he wasn't single until he told me he was dating a boy and all I could say was "Awww". Gay couples are cuter than straight ones!!!
