16. Who's That?!

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Zaiyan's Flashback/POV (part 1)

*This is a message from my brother Zaiyan. He won't admit it but he is nervous and that's why he may sound awkward. Please be nice :) Please my people!!*

^Trigger: Rape/Sexual, abuse, foster care talk^

"You may not know me but my name is Zaiyan Boede Callahan and I'm 20 years old. I came forward for Rensley since she is stinking cute and I support how hard she is wanting this dream of hers. I hope y'all enjoy my story though"

My birth parents names are Dutton Atticus Rush and Millie Gwyn Callahan. My mom got pregnant after a one night stand with the piece of shit that I call my sperm donor. My mom was only 14 years old and he was 36 years old. Y'all are probably wondering how a 14 year old girl met a 36 year old guy. Well her father worked with my sperm donor and the work isn't normal work, this work is a business and drugs was involved. Her dad didn't pay up and so my sperm donor had his people take her until he did. Trust me, he didn't care much about his daughter but he wanted to play "good guy" or "good dad" but he didn't care, it was just an act. My sperm donor ended up pinning my mother down and fucking her so hard that she poured blood and her cries and screams just made him go harder in her.

I know all this because I read all the police forms of what they said she told them and the hospital forms too. He wasn't arrested because he had money to pay them off. My mother ended up pregnant and no her father didn't like it but he only allowed her to make a decision to keep me as long as she didn't make him have anything to do with me and kept me a secret. My mother wrote in a diary, "my dad doesn't care for his grandson, yes I'm having a little boy and he is already so perfect. I have to keep him a secret though but I allowed that just because I want my son and not to abort him. I'll raise him not to be like the man who kidnapped me and raped me, I'll raise him to be better. I already have a name picked out, his name shall be Zaiyan Boede Callahan. For now on, it will be just him and I. Mommy promises you, she'll give you a better life my little Zai!"

After my mother gave birth to my mistaken rape child ass, my sperm donor was gave me but gave me up because he didn't want me. He already had other kids and he didn't want some 14 year old "slut's" baby. She wasn't a slut, he was but I'm glad I didn't have him in my life because I deserved better than him. I just wish I didn't have to go to a shitty foster home but I can't change my past now.

I had actually went to so many foster homes that I actually lost count. The nice people homes couldn't handle me, but that was because I was too fucked up and mean to be honest with y'all. When I was 3, I actually was stuck in a foster home of Christians. I mean they was all like, "Devil is a sin". The no good snoody Christian parents too. Religion isn't my thing actually, it never seem interesting to me.

They actually took me to church one time and this is what happened. As the priest was doing his whole screaming and talking to God shit or whatever the fuck you wanna call it. My ass was beating my fucking head against the hard ass part of the seat I was sitting at. Please don't get me wrong, I'm not fully religious but I believe in more things than just God but church, oh yeah, I hate church period. I ended up going to the bathroom and my Satan ass got us kicked out because I stopped up the toilet and flooded the whole damn church.

End of Zaiyan's Flashback/POV

*Read the next page to find out what happened next in his chapter of this lifetime*

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Right now I'm actually loving my hair

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Right now I'm actually loving my hair. My hair is actually shorter than I thought but it's okay because shorter hair me is WAYYY better.

I will be writing my other stories soon!!!

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