Rensley Hurley is an young 19 year old girl who wants to show people her life and everything she has overcame in it.
Rens grew up in an toxic abusive home and grew around an toxic manipulative family, relationships, and friendships. You will learn t...
*Trigger: this may be too much for y'all. Skip if you need to*
I woke up to my dad (foster dad) screaming at me and he jerked me up by my hair, dragging and pulling me down the stairs and threw me onto the floor with broken glass everywhere and told me, "clean this fucking mess up!" I did as I was told to because hell we all get mad. Right? I mean we all do get mad! Well technically this wasn't just an ordinary mad either alrighty.
He then demanded me to cook him some dinner and I didn't even know how to cook so I knew it wasn't going to end right. I did it anyways, he fucking hated it and threw it all at me, calling me a waste of time then told me, "take you're ass to you're damn room! Can't do shit at all!"
The abuse only got worse after that day and yes, I was helpless. I really didn't fucking know what to do.
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When I was 10 years old, my dad put a fucking fake ass face on. My parents had their friends over and believe me, I didn't know they actually had any friends at all and I didn't know anyone could like them at all. I was in my room, I stayed in there until I was called for but I stayed in there because I was already hiding bruises all over my body including both of my wrists after 3 long miserable years.
A girl came in my room, she was very much years older than me. I assume she was the daughter of one of the guests downstairs. She snuck alcohol up in my room and she barely drink any of it because she "didn't like it" which I didn't fucking understand at the time because she had brought it up sneakingly. I was drunk for the first time and I mean I was pretty fucked up.
I started feeling horrible so she helped me lay down. A few minutes later, she came back and started undressing me. I asked, "what you doing?" She replied, "guys like sleeping in boxers so I'm helping". I didn't sleep naked or almost, I slept in my clothes. She started climbing on top of me and kissing me, I was enjoying it but I realized I was in nothing but boxers and I started panicking and freaking out on her. I kept saying, "I can't!" because I was only 10 years old and I wasn't ready.
She proceeded to take off her underwear under her dress. I tried running (getting away) but everything was spinning and I couldn't. She pinned me down and kept kissing me and my neck. I begged her, "please! We can't! I can't do this!" Next thing I knew, I had no boxers on and I felt her put me in her. It caused me to gasp and she moved up and down on me. I didn't want to but she kept saying, "see you're excited! Plus you're moaning so you do love it!" That fucking night my virginity was took, I wasn't pure and innocent so much anymore.
I didn't like it, just because my dick was hard and I was moaning didn't mean shit. It's all a natural instinct to do. She went harder on me, grinding aggressively and my dick started hurting badly and sharp pains in it too. After an hour of her riding me. She got dressed and left. I had trouble getting up, I kept falling trying to make it to the bathroom.
Finally got energy to actually get dressed but when I used the bathroom, the pain got worse, I threw up because I felt so fucking dirty, and I was peeing blood. I held myself as I tried getting back to my bed. I laid in bed for hours and without noticing I was crying. I ended up crying myself to sleep.
End of Zaiyan's Flashback/POV
*:( That was very sad and traumatic. Wait until the next part to see what happens next*
Day 8 of Christmas countdown
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Sorry I haven't spoken today but I have been out all day then I was busy unpacking. 10 minutes until midnight and I am fucking exhausted.
