i've just realized how hard you were trying, but denying your thoughts isn't the way to go about feelings.
i don't know the last time i felt more important than a phone, but i also can't retrace the last time i seen a genuine smile on your face.
i was too caught up in not letting myself get trapped, that i trapped you beneath that exact same 'love' i avoided once before.
i used you as an alternate escape route to a destiny i've never been sure about, and executed the one thing i've always known to be true.
my curiosity got the best of me,
hence the reason as to why curiosity doesn't always deserve answers.
while prioritizing myself, i took every single breath of yours and turned it into my so-called life support.
i haven't spoken to anyone in 7 days, and as much as i don't like to admit it- you were right, and i even enjoyed it.
words can't express everything,
it's just depends on the way you return.
it's impossible for humans to change,
they solely learn.
YOU ARE READING
my poetry - kelsey loch
Puisimy personal work, all written by me - i post them here so i can reflect on myself and my writing easily. writing is my greatest passion, and i hope you love my work. all feedback is appreciated!
