i will not be letting you back into my life,
i find myself smiling as i delete our past together from my memories.
i hope every time i pass that place you can hear the horn as loud as my thoughts.
you didn't want to listen and i couldn't even force you but i can force you to listen to the sound of the horn blaring every single time i pass and see your car in the driveway.
every single time ill be smiling wildly, as you once made me because you don't deserve my tears, not anymore.
you deserve to hear the noise.
you were just down the road when the past 2 years we spent it together.
i hope you enjoy your sick, twisted, and miserable love that was born off of desperation during heartbreak. i hope you got the love you wanted without the patience involved.
although you deserve the noise in its full entirety, i like to think you also don't deserve any more of a response out of me because that's what you're after.
you don't deserve me, and you know i'd treat you better then she ever could.
i thought she was genuine until her own ex told me she was jealous of me the entire time, while using me to her full extent.
misery deserves company and i know you are miserable together.
YOU ARE READING
my poetry - kelsey loch
Poetrymy personal work, all written by me - i post them here so i can reflect on myself and my writing easily. writing is my greatest passion, and i hope you love my work. all feedback is appreciated!
