before it ended

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as I'm about to embark on the aftermath of high school before it even ends, i feel as if i haven't even experienced it correctly.
like a major let down after trying so hard, and yet just simply failing.
it's a hard punch to the chest.
i have fought beyond hard to get to where i'm too and i feel like nobody but myself has been here for the entire journey, entirely true- yet so disappointing.
my words lost meaning through the smoke and i could not speak any longer.
i wonder how " two months until "
turned into " one month until "
turned into now-
being one week until.
i've never liked countdowns, but this has been the most entertaining one yet.
exciting and terrifying in complete unison.

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