Once Apon A Heartbreaker

Chapter 10

When I woke up I felt a heavy weight on my torso and there was someone breathing on my neck. Then I remembered last night and I started blushing. I could only turn a tiny bit and I sat up a tiny bit. I laid his head on my stomach and I held his head in my arms while I stroked his hair. I stayed like that for a little while longer and I tried to get up but Ryder's hold on my waist got tighter.
He suddenly turned his head up to face me.
"Where are you tryin to go ?"
Whoa.Whoa.WHOA ! His morning voice was sexy .
"Uhh nowhere."
he pulled himself up so we were face to face. More like nose to nose.
"Are you lying ?"
"Uh no."
"I think you are."
"I just wanted to go use the restroom."
"Ohh..." Then he kissed my nose and rolled off of me so I could go use the bathroom.
When I came out I smelled something good so I went to the kitchen and Ryder was standing the in all his sexy glory.
"What are you making ?" I asked from behind him
"Eggs and bacon I don't really know how to cook "
"okay" I sat at the counter and watched him make it and then put the food on plates. When I tasted it I thought he was a liar.
This was DELICIOUS.
"You lied to me !"
Hr smirked "About what ?"
"About not being able to cook !"
"Well I can keep a secret."
I don't know why but when he said that it bothered me, like I knew he was kidding but I didn't like it , because I don't like it when people keep secrets from me.
"Uh yeah."
"What's wrong ?"
"Nothing, imma go change. Okay ?"
"Okay" then I went upstairs and went to go put my clothes from last night back on. I thought about the kisses we had shared last night, and I smiled. But then I frowned.
Where does this put us now ?
Are we like , together ?
Does he even like me ?
What if I'm just embarrassing myself here and he just feels bad for me or something.
That's when I became angry. I am not some charity case, I don't need anyone's pity. I grabbed my bag and stomped downstairs and out the door and when I was walking out all I heard was
"Ale-"Then I slammed the door.
He was my ride , but I can walk my house isn't even far from here he only lives like 4 blocks away from me. I started walking.
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I was still walking, but Ryder kept driving in the car right next to me trying to talk to me.
"Alex ! What's wrong ?Come on talk to me !"
I'd had enough, I turned towards him . I was pissed .
"I am NOT your charity case okay ! Don't feel bad for me, your pity is the last thing I need right now!"
He got out of the car and came up to me.
"What are you talking about ?"
"Don't pretend to be my friend or act like you like me because I know you don't !"
"Where is all this coming from ? I don't feel like you're my charity case. I would NEVER take pity on you ! Especially you ! And I don't need to act like I like you because I already do like you !"
Was he really telling the truth ? Could I really trust Ryder to not hurt me ? What is up with my hormones today.
"How can I trust you ? I mean you never tell me anything like what ever happened to that last girl you were with, or why your parents are never home with YOU , their son, I mean its hard! "
"Well its not exactly easy with you either ! You never tell me about your mom or your dad , or any body ! And yet I still trust you ! Why don't you trust me ?"
Oh god. I was being a total bitch . Everything he said was true I was being completely unreasonable and mean. He was right I didn't tell him anything and yet he still trusted me. I was gonna fix this.
" Let's go to the ledge "
and I got into the car. He just looked at me as if saying
'she plays hard , but she's worth it' and he got in.
I was ready. I was gonna tell him about mom.

A/N HEY LOVLIES HERES CHAPTER 10! FIRST DOUBLE # CHAPTER IM SO EXCITED TO KEEP UPDATING! SO WHAT DID YOU THINK, THEIR FIRST BIG FIGHT HUH! WELL I LOVE YOU ALL!*muwah* IM OUT